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AO3 Stucky 点赞数前1-60篇文+译文LIST

Stucky同人文收藏夹&盾冬文整理:

除个草(还在现充中不好意思),之前有同好学习英语想求翻译文,这是AO3 Steve/Bucky和/或Steve&BuckyTAG下按照Kudos数(点赞数)排序的前1-60篇文,3P结局文没有列出,已经有翻译的文均列出了译文地址(60篇中51篇已有翻译,在标题处用“√”标注),版面原因标签(Tag)和简介(Summary)有删减


因为洋妞标签不分攻受,只有到E级才可能会有详细的插入肉描写,E级以下基本上都可以认定为无差(可能也会有插入性行为提及)。这里在分级后(G级/T级/M级/E级)标注了文中明确涉及到插入性行为的盾Top/冬Top,不典型攻受的情况也尽量标注了,如有错误欢迎告知~


如哪篇译文有遗漏也欢迎告知~


AO3提供了高度可定制化的搜索功能,搜索教程见 这里,如何利用AO3背单词见 这里,英文同人圈用语(如fluff, schmoop=甜饼,crack=搞笑)查询见 这里


1. Mistake on the Part of Nature by idiopathicsmile √
T级 - 不使用预警 - 完结 - 日期: 19 Apr 2014
翻译 by 达不溜 SY



In which an American icon is mourned. But probably not the one you're thinking of.

1,274词 - 章: 1/1 - 评: 556 - 赞: 19649

2. this city bleeds its aching heart by Renne for brumous √
E级(盾Top) - 完结 - 日期: 29 Jun 2013
翻译(全) by 吃包的R酱 LOF
翻译(坑) by linlang7625 SY
标签: Fake/Pretend Relationship, Unrequited Love, Resolved Sexual Tension, Undercover, Canon Universe



The one where Steve and Bucky pose as a happily married couple while on a mission for SHIELD, to catch an international arms dealer hiding in a suburban neighbourhood.

34,537词 - 章: 5/5 - 评: 798 - 赞: 16855

3. Slide To Answer by relenafanel √
T级(盾Top提及) - 完结 - 日期: 27 Jul 2015
翻译 by Qutie(fuyuko0207) SY - AO3 - LOF
标签: AU - Modern Setting, Wrong Number AU, Romantic Comedy, Phone Calls & Telephones, Dating, One Night Stands, Steve accidentally calls Bucky for dating advice, Bucky gives good advice, Meet-Cute, Misunderstandings



“Ok,” a stranger’s voice said over the phone. “First acknowledge the fact that you dialed the wrong number, but be quick about it because my cab is a few blocks away from my own plans and I’m about to drop some truth bombs on you.”

系列: Part 1 of Slide to Answer
6,326词 - 章: 1/1 - 评: 661 - 赞: 16239

4. This, You Protect by owlet √
T级 - 不预警 - 粮食向 - 完结 - 日期: 31 Dec 2014
翻译 by flowingfrost SY
标签: Humor, I hope humor anyway, cursing, Protection, Strong feelings about coffee, slightly off-canon, Steve is sassy, sam is sassy, Bucky is sassy, Everyone has their sassy pants on, just accept that grilled cheese is the perfect food, old people are Team Bucky



The mission resets abruptly, from objective: kill to objective: protect

系列: Part 1 of Infinite Coffee and Protection Detail
64,326词 - 章: 33/33 - 评: 5140 - 赞: 15931

5. Peter Parker's Home for the Wayward Villain by BeanieBaby √
T级(为副CP) - 完结 - 日期: 19 Oct 2016
翻译 by falsetto SY - AO3 - LOF 3-4 - 5-6 - 7-8 - 9-10 - 11 - 12 - 13 - 14 - 15 - 16 - 17 - 18 - 19 - 20 - 21 - 22 - 23 - 24 - 25 - 26 - 27 - 28 - 29 - 30 - 31 - 32-33 - 34 - 35 - 36 - 37 - 38 - 39 - 40 - 41 - 42 - 43
标签: Peter Parker/Wade Wilson, Minor or Background Relationship(s), Peter Parker & Tony Stark, James "Bucky" Barnes & Peter Parker, Loki & Peter Parker, Fluff and Humor, BAMF Peter Parker, No-powers!Peter, Peter's farm becomes a rest stop for villains, Protective Bad Guys, Villain Family, Families of Choice, Not Avengers: Infinity War Part 1 (Movie) Compliant, Infinity Gems



A really long redemption story.

系列: Part 1 of Peter Parker's Home for the Wayward Villain
90,000词 - 章: 43/43 - 评: 4821 - 赞: 15687

6. young hearts, out our minds by junko (orphan_account) √
T级 - 完结 - 日期: 09 Apr 2014
翻译 by chz.518 SY
翻译 by 向阳一只西瓜 LOF
标签: Stucky Week, Established Relationship, Fluff, making out to arctic monkeys songs



Bucky posts a selfie of the two of them in bed to his instagram. 

He hashtags it #goodmorningamerica. Sam Wilson and Pepper Potts retweet it to their twitter accounts.

2,144词 - 章: 1/1 - 评: 325 - 赞: 15227

7. The Long Road Begins at Home by owlet √
T级 - 不预警 - 粮食向 - 完结 - 日期: 24 Nov 2017
翻译 by 青明山 SY - AO3
标签: Steve Rogers/Peggy Carter (past), Recovery, cursing, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Sarcasm, Internal dialog like whoa, Angst and Humor, How happy am I that there's actually an "angst and humor" tag, Let's pretend AoU never happened, My headcanon is a kinder universe than the MCU, Dissociation, Old People Brigade, Sam Wilson is a Gift



Oh sure, reunion results in happiness, kittens, and rainbows, because that's definitely how life goes when you've just spent 70 years as a tool of villainy. I mean, what could possibly go wrong?

系列: Part 3 of Infinite Coffee and Protection Detail
144,847词 - 章: 50/50 - 评: 12046 - 赞: 15052

8. United States v. Barnes, 617 F. Supp. 2d 143 (D.D.C. 2015) by fallingvoicesradialarch √
T级 - 完结 - 日期: 29 Sep 2014
翻译 by Raghel SY - LOF 1 - 2 - 3  
翻译 by Qwervbnm AO3
标签: media fic, Courtroom Drama, mentions of torture, mentions of Natasha Romanov/Sam Wilson, Social Media



The Associated Press@AP

Winter Soldier set to stand trial for Washington D.C. massacre and treason apne.ws/1og6SWE

20,605词 - 章: 3/3 - 评: 1270 - 赞: 14310

9. Unusual Weather by novembersmith
E级(无插入,有冬Top的dirtytalk) - 完结 - 日期: 03 Jul 2014
标签: assorted Avengers, Dubious Consent, Painkillers, High Horny Snuzzly!Bucky, General reference to violence and torture, Mild exhibitionism/voyeurism?, Tony Gets A Show, A New Arm For Bucky, Established Relationship



Bucky’s been at the Avengers Tower for three weeks before he finally gives in to Steve’s gentle coaxing and Stark’s cheerful waving of fistfuls of circuits, and lets them scan the arm.

It doesn’t go well.

8,689词 - 章: 1/1 - 评: 311 - 赞: 13201

10. Steve Rogers at 100: Celebrating Captain America on Film by elevenincheshellotailorM_Leighneenyanephropsistigrrmilk √
G级 - 完结 - 日期: 11 May 2014
翻译(全) by sway SY
翻译(坑) by payaki SY - LOF 2(1、3均被屏蔽,SY可见)
标签: Satire, Cultural References, Dinosaurs, baby you're a firewooooork, one minor reference to domestic violence



Steve and Bucky find out Hollywood has been busy since they went away. A historical survey, including but not limited to: one set of exploded genitals, a brief interlude in France, Mel Gibson and other masterworks of casting, eight Academy awards, several dinosaurs, and something Tony Stark has ominously dubbed “the masterpiece.” Art included.

10,228词 - 章: 1/1 - 评: 849 - 赞: 13113

11. All The Leaves Are Brown (And the sky is gray) by AvocadoLove √
T级 - 暴力描写 - Gen, M/M - 完结 - 日期: 20 May 2014
翻译 by 青檀 SY - AO3
(更倾向于冬&铁的粮食向文)
标签: James "Bucky" Barnes & Tony Stark, Pepper Potts/Tony Stark, Kid Fic, Kidnapping, Parent Bucky Barnes, Howard Stark's Bad Parenting, AU - Canon Divergence, Kid Tony Stark, Kid Tony



The Winter Soldier's mission is nearly complete. Howard and Maria Stark are dead, leaving him to dispatch their four-year-old child. One quick twist of the neck is all it will take, but the Soldier finds he cannot do it.

So instead of killing Tony Stark, the Winter Soldier takes him away to raise as his own.

17,424词 - 章: 11/11 - 评: 888 - 赞: 13083

12. I love you like rlb by tolieawake √
T级 - 完结 - 日期: 18 May 2014
翻译 by mirroreya SY
标签: minor Jacques Dernier/Gabe Jones, things history didn't record properly, Not Captain America: The Winter Soldier Compliant, The Power Of Love, Bucky is saved by the power of love, press shananigans, just another excuse for more fluff, the Howling Commandos are all amazing



It was Dernier as first said it. Steve never imagined that something like that could have survived the war and all the years in between. 

In which Tony goes insane trying to figure out why that phrase affects the Cap so much, Bucky teases the press, and Steve and Bucky love each other like rlb.

3,484词 - 章: 1/1 - 评: 469 - 赞: 12813

13. your favorite ghost by augustbird √
E级(无插入) - 不使用预警 - 完结 - 日期: 27 Apr 2014
翻译 by Qutie(fuyuko0207) SY - AO3
标签: Pining, Period-Typical Homophobia, Post-Captain America: The Winter Soldier



It's harder than Steve ever expected to bring Bucky home.

21,013词 - 章: 1/1 - 评: 535 - 赞: 12700

14. The Art Of Trolling by Odsbodkins √
T级 - 完结 - 日期: 23 Mar 2013
翻译 by payaki SY - LOF 1 - 2
标签: Established Relationship, Humor



Since everyone thinks they can ask all kinds of intrusive questions about Captain America, it's Bucky's duty to troll the hell out of them.

4,414词 - 章: 1/1 - 评: 291 - 赞: 12589

15. The man on the bridge by boopboop √
M级 - 不使用预警, 暴力描写 - 完结 - 日期: 17 Jun 2014
翻译 by falsetto SY
翻译 by 不吐槽就会死 1-6 - 7-12 - 13-19 - 20-24 - 25-28 - 尾声  
标签: Pepper Potts/Tony Stark, Clint Barton/Natasha Romanov, Canon-Typical Violence, Past Torture, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSDPost-Captain America: The Winter Soldier, Brainwashing, Hurt/Comfort, Stockholm Syndrome, Consent Issues, Torture



Steve Rogers turning up at Tony's door with an amnesiac assassin - who may or may not have some of Tony's personally designed hardware attached where his arm should be - well that's just far too interesting to turn away, even if Tony is trying to avoid all things S.H.I.E.L.D these days.

系列: Part 3 of The Man on the Bridge
107,556词 - 章: 28/28 - 评: 2726 - 赞: 12360

16. Things SHIELD Never Told Captain America by tolieawake √
T级 - 完结 - 日期: 20 Apr 2014
翻译 by 喵唧(老冰棍仓库) SY - LOF
标签: Captain America: The Winter Soldier Spoilers



OR, how the world found out about Steve Rogers and Bucky Barnes.

2,889词 - 章: 1/1 - 评: 220 - 赞: 11995

17. lonely houses off the road by Etharei √
T级 - 完结 - 日期: 28 May 2014
翻译 by Raghel SY
标签: Rescue Missions, First Meetings, Psychological Trauma, Recovery, Angst and Humor, Getting to Know Each Other, Getting Together, Self-Discovery



In which various people deal with things they never signed up for, but at the end of the day no one's particularly surprised.

17,454词 - 章: 2/2 - 评: 345 - 赞: 11494

18. have you ever thought just maybe by Desdemon for chaya
T级 - 不使用预警 - F/M, M/M - 完结 - 日期: 28 Apr 2014
标签: Pepper Potts/Tony Stark, Pepper Potts/Natasha Romanov



“JARVIS,” Tony called thoughtfully.

“Yes, sir?”

“Those young people are in love,” he said.

4,472词 - 章: 1/1 - 评: 197 - 赞: 11315

19. One Day We Won’t Have to Be Scared by Paraxdisepink √
E级(互攻) - 完结 - 日期: 12 Aug 2013
翻译 by jeremyd SY
标签: Established Relationship, First Time, Protective Bucky Barnes, Hijinks & Shenanigans, Teddy Bears, Awkwardness, Voyeurism, Pornstars, Period-Typical Homophobia, Pre-Serum Steve Rogers



Written for this prompt: Steve and Bucky are at a gay bar in the 30s, and some guy offers them money to take pictures of them as they fuck. They need the money, they say yes, and pretty much forget about it afterwards. The pictures come out years later.

13,444词 - 章: 1/1 - 评: 268 - 赞: 11278

20. but hey, you're all right by beardsley √
T级 - 不使用预警 - 完结 - 日期: 10 Dec 2012
翻译 by 雪莉 SY



Yes, this is the story where the Winter Soldier is a Russian mail-order bride. Everything goes about as well as you'd expect.

5,522词 - 章: 1/1 - 评: 279 - 赞: 10845

21. Brooklyn by togina √
T级 - 完结 - 日期: 21 May 2014
标签: Angst, Followed by Schmoop
翻译 by jaycee SY - AO3



"Captain America, what's your stance on gay marriage?"

Everyone knows that, by now. Everyone but Bucky.



8,749词 - 章: 1/1 - 评: 499 - 赞: 10776

22. The Steven G. Rogers Guide to What You Missed the Last Few Years by what_alchemy
T级 - 完结 - 日期: 21 Apr 2014
标签: Fluff, Handwaving, Post-Captain America: The Winter Soldier



Steve's got the hang of this 21st century thing.

5,195词 - 章: 1/1 - 评: 344 - 赞: 10768

23. 5 times Bucky and Steve were Unnaturally Comfortable Around Each Other, and the 1 Time They Weren’t by WhatTheBodyGraspsNot √
M级 - 完结 - 日期: 21 May 2014
翻译 by Qutie AO3
标签: 5 Times, and 1 Time, Oblivious!Steve/Bucky, Scheming!Tony&Clint, Masturbation, First Kiss, Explicit Language, Fluff, Light Angst, Humor



OR: Five times Steve and Bucky should have been uncomfortable but weren't, so Tony and Clint devise a plan to prove that they're sleeping together (even though they aren't, they're just really really oblivious).

5,238词 - 章: 1/1 - 评: 276 - 赞: 10585

24. Selfies from the Underground by eleveninches √
T级 - F/M, M/M - 完结 - 日期: 07 Apr 2014
翻译(全) by sugata SY
翻译(坑) by oleander SY
标签: Pepper Potts/Tony Stark, Humor, Post-Captain America: The Winter Soldier, Frenemies, Steve Rogers vs technology



Or: Tony and Steve get captured.

2,310词 - 章: 1/1 - 评: 417 - 赞: 10437

25. Five Times Bucky Got Permission by copperbadge √
T级 - 完结 - 日期: 04 May 2013
标签: Obliviousness, Five Times
翻译 by linlang7625 SY
翻译 by -赵舍予- SY



People keep trying to tell Bucky something, and he's getting very confused.

3,536词 - 章: 1/1 - 评: 146 - 赞: 10412

26. lethe by black_nata √
E级(无插入) - 完结 - 日期: 07 Apr 2014
翻译 by 千岁の风流 SY
标签: Frottage, Captain America: The Winter Soldier



"Do it," he goads. "Do it or come back home with me and let me help you. But you gotta do it now, Buck, because I can't take another moment of this hell."

6,962词 - 章: 1/1 - 评: 114 - 赞: 10050

27. Good Boy by triedunture √
E级(盾Top) - 完结 - 日期: 16 Jun 2014
翻译 by Qutie SY - AO3
标签: Collars, Dom/sub Play, Multiple Orgasms, Exhibitionism, Body Worship, Master/Pet, Petplay, Hair-pulling, Hair Kink, Bathing/Washing, Praise Kink, Kink Negotiation



Bucky is still adjusting to life with the Avengers, and Steve is willing to do whatever it takes to make him feel comfortable. Increasingly, though, what seems to make him comfortable is strangely intimate. 

Surprise, Steve! You're a gentle dom and Bucky wants to be your pretty pet!

13,473词 - 章: 1/1 - 评: 251 - 赞: 9922

28. Team-Building Exercises by owlet √
T级 - 粮食向 - 完结 - 日期: 30 Mar 2015
翻译 by 听雨歌楼 SY - AO3
标签: James "Bucky" Barnes & Steve Rogers, cursing, Humor + feels, Really bad sarcasm habit, Slight Canon Divergence, Age of Ultron is going to mess up my timeline, My headcanon is a kinder universe than the MCU, Old People Brigade, Cat Eleanor



Integration into adult human social dynamics requires attention and effort. Especially with this bunch of damaged bozos.

(A series of interconnected one-shots.)

系列: Part 2 of Infinite Coffee and Protection Detail
22,647词 - 章: 11/11 - 评: 1861 - 赞: 9478

29. The Bucky Barnes Guide to Household Management by CryptoHomoRocker for starlight_sugar √
G级 - 不使用预警 - 完结 - 日期: 03 Jul 2014
翻译 by 喵唧(老冰棍仓库)SY - LOF - AO3
标签: Domestic, Domestic Avengers, Fluff, Knitting, Post-Winter Soldier, Cooking, Oblivious Steve Rogers, Protective Bucky Barnes



"Steve doesn't even notice at first, is the thing."

Or: Steve is unobservant, Bucky learns to be good at things that aren't killing people, and knitting happens.



5,506词 - 章: 1/1 - 评: 175 - 赞: 9380

30. Soft Spot for the Hell Raisin' Boy by ifeelbetter √
无分级 - 不使用预警 - Gen, M/M - 完结 - 日期: 09 Apr 2014
翻译 by mauriac SY



The Winter Soldier takes an interest in Sam Wilson. Bucky Barnes wants to tell him how to be Steve Rogers's best friend.

1,957词 - 章: 1/1 - 评: 192 - 赞: 9309

31. Your Lack Of An Answer Is Kind Of An Answer: Four Questions Natasha Asked Steve Rogers, And One Time Bucky Barnes Answered by Speranza √
M级 - F/M, M/M - 完结 - 日期: 21 Jan 2015
翻译(全) by jeremyd(小花园) SY - AO3 - LOF 1 - 2
翻译(坑) by 优伶 SY
标签: Peggy Carter/Steve Rogers, 5 Things, Find Bucky, Natasha likes to know things, Bisexual Steve Rogers, Rude is culturally relative



"All right, I have a question for you. Oh, but you don’t have to answer it. I feel like if you don't answer it though, you're kind of answering it, you know…"

4,491词 - 章: 1/1 - 评: 339 - 赞: 9187  

32. Critical Feline Mass by Kryptariarayvanfox √
T级 - 完结 - 日期: 29 May 2014
翻译 by miss-ringogogo(dolce_ga) SY - AO3 - LOF
标签: Clint Barton/Natasha Romanov, AU - Modern Setting, Fluff, Humor, Romance, Slow BurnPost-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD



A love story in twelve chapters, including two Harley-Davidsons, a guardian angel, multiple snipers, the only woman who can scare them into behaving themselves, spontaneous kittens, and one attacking sheep.

系列: Part 1 of Two Harleys and a Pickup
39,533词 - 章: 12/12 - 评: 1439 - 赞: 9169

33. a mark, a mission, a brand, a scar by suzukiblu √
G级 - 完结 - 日期: 16 Aug 2014
翻译 by Lilac.Homes SY - LOF 1 - 2 - 3 - 4
翻译 by cindyfxx SY - AO3
标签: AU - Soulmates, Soulmate-Identifying Marks, Bucky Barnes' soulmate is Captain America, Steve Rogers' soulmate is the Winter Soldier, this is not a thing that either of them knew seventy years ago



Steve Rogers knows from day one that Bucky Barnes is not his soulmate. 

The asset knows from the first glimpse that the man on the roof is his.

4,671词 - 章: 4/4 - 评: 210 - 赞: 9006

34. escape from new york by beardsley √
M级 - 不使用预警 - 完结 - 日期: 21 Nov 2012
翻译 by 糯米鱼丸 SY - AO3



On Monday morning Thor parades bare-ass naked around the Tower; it all goes downhill from there. Or, the one where New York gets infected with alien sex pollen, Steve appears to be the only sane man, and the things that ensue include hilarity, fake zombies, pining and surprise makeouts. And a bear trap.

12,092词 - 章: 1/1 - 评: 291 - 赞: 8906

35. Why Then Oh Why Can't I? (or, 5 Times Steve Rogers Felt Awkward Talking About Sex, and One Time He Stopped Talking Altogether) by ladyblahblah √
E级(盾Top) - 完结 - 日期: 30 Jun 2012
翻译 by garfieldyard SY
标签: 5+1 Things, unexpected feels right outta nowhere



“You really never did grow up all the way, did you, Steve? Of course it changes things. But hey.” He lifts his glass, and Steve reluctantly lets go to join in the toast. “Who says change has to be bad?”

23,296词 - 章: 6/6 - 评: 218 - 赞: 8905

36. Captain Hot Perfect Teacher by captainrum √
T级 - 完结 - 日期: 20 Apr 2014
翻译 by 狼来了啊呜 SY
标签: AU - Spies & Secret Agents, AU - Teachers, AU - Modern Setting, Fluff, Crack, Bucky is not good at normal, but Steve is



Steve is a fifth grade teacher. Bucky is a S.H.I.E.L.D. agent, whose son is in Steve's class. They meet at a parent-teacher conference. There's blood involved.

系列: Part 1 of A dangerous new life
6,172词 - 章: 1/1 - 评: 300 - 赞: 8870

37. 4 Minute Window by Speranza √
E级(冬Top提及,系列后续互攻) - 完结 - 日期: 06 Jan 2015
翻译 by Oxycontin SY - AO3 - LOF
标签: Surveillance, It's Like Grand Central Station In Here, Brooklyn Boys, Power Couple, People Are Sick of Conceptual Art



"Look, if they catch me," Bucky muttered, "they're either going to kill me or they're going to put me in a box with a little window and—Steve, I can't."

系列: Part 1 of 4 Minute Window
24,127词 - 章: 1/1 - 评: 1197 - 赞: 8837

38. to memory now I can't recall by Etharei √
E级(冬Top) - 暴力描写 - 完结 - 日期: 24 Nov 2014
翻译 by 冥冥咩(连载中) SY - LOF  - 1-1 - 1-2 - 1-3 - 2 - 3 - 4-1 - 4-2 - 4-3 - 5-1 - 5-2 - 5-3 - 6 - 7-1 - 7-2 - 7-3 - 8-1 - 8-2 - 9 - 10-1 - 10-2 - 11-1 - 11-2 - 12-1 - 12-2
标签: Time Travel, World War II, Memory Loss, Time Loop, Alien Technology, Identity Porn



While on a mission storming a HYDRA facility, James Buchanan Barnes touches one of the many strange alien devices collected by the Red Skull. He does this, in fact, twice— in the past, and in the future.



102,600词 - 章: 16/16 - 评: 923 - 赞: 8794

39. just say you do by biblionerd07
T级 - 完结 - 日期: 25 Oct 2015
标签: Steve Rogers & Natasha Romanov, Steve Rogers & Sam Wilson, AU - No Powers, Marriage of Convenience, Pre-Serum Steve Rogers, Mutual Pining, Fluff and AngstPost-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Depression, Past Character Death, Past Torture, Chronic Illness, Fake Marriage, Bisexual Steve Rogers, Slow Burn



Steve just wanted a job. He wasn't expecting a marriage proposal. And he certainly wasn't expecting to accept.

系列: Part 1 of not playing a part
173,150词 - 章: 26/26 - 评: 4361 - 赞: 8725

40. i was found and now i don't roam these streets by hipsterchrist √
翻译 by Like fish in the sea AO3 - LOF 1 - 2 - 3 - 4
M级 - 暴力描写 - Gen, M/M - 完结 - 日期: 07 May 2014
标签: Minor or Background Relationship(s), Pepper Potts/Tony Stark, Jane Foster/Thor, Clint Barton/Natasha Romanov, Bucky Bear, Team Dynamics, Team Bonding, Friendship, Therapy, Hospitals, Medical, Illnesses, Minor Character Death, Child Death, Teddy Bears, New York City, Canon-Typical Violence, Children, Self-Esteem Issues, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Bucky Barnes Needs a Hug, Bucky Barnes Feels, Post-Captain America: The Winter Soldier



Or, Bucky relearns himself and how to be on a team, the rest of the Avengers try to get answers, and everyone watches too much Criminal Minds.

15,613词 - 章: 1/1 - 评: 335 - 赞: 8708

41. (760): I literally cut myself out of my pants. Waste. Of. Money. by relenafanel
M级 - 完结 - 日期: 12 Feb 2015
标签: Natasha Romanov/Sam Wilson, AU - Modern Setting, texting a stranger, Sexting, Flirting, Bucky sends Steve a dick pic, Sam is long-suffering but brings it on himself, twenty-somethings in love, Romantic Comedy



Or: Bucky strikes up a flirtation with a stranger over text message in the month leading up to Valentine's Day.

系列: Part 1 of Sex Pants
6,654词 - 章: 1/1 - 评: 253 - 赞: 8643

42. I’ve Been Careless With a Delicate Man by Paraxdisepink for mwestbelle √
M级(冬Top提及) - 完结 - 日期: 20 Jan 2014
翻译 by Joan(全) SY
翻译 by oleander(坑) SY
标签: Fake/Pretend Relationship, Caretaking, First Time, Slow Dancing, Misunderstandings, Virgin Steve



Steve lets SHIELD think he and Bucky were boyfriends so they’ll let him see the Winter Soldier in medical.

8,987词 - 章: 1/1 - 评: 130 - 赞: 8496

43. Ain't No Grave (Can Keep My Body Down) by spitandvinegar √
M级(无插入,有冬对盾及盾对自身的女性化认知,冬有勃起功能障碍,有盾对冬的腿交(接受方为冬)) - 不使用预警 - 完结 - 日期: 14 Jan 2016
翻译 by 爱美丽的歌 SY - AO3 - LOF
标签: Post-Captain America: The Winter SoldierPost-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSDDrug Abuse, Homelessness, Jewish Bucky Barnes, Catholic Steve Rogers, Religious Imagery & Symbolism, Artist Steve Rogers, Identity Issues, POV Alternating, Not Avengers: Age of Ultron (Movie) Compliant, because I am a desert pony that runs as wild and free as the wind, Period Typical Attitudes, Masturbation, Past Peggy Carter/Steve Rogers, original kid characters, a coupla goddamn kids, Pinkberry, Past Rape/Non-con



The front of the card has a tasteful picture of the Brooklyn bridge at sunset. It's very nice and sedate, like the kind of card you would buy to give to your boss. On the inside someone has written a short message in big, shaky block letters.

I AM SORRY FOR SHOOTING YOU.

Steve sits down hard on the steps.

系列: Part 2 of Ain't No Grave
107,076词 - 章: 10/10 - 评: 2372 - 赞: 8427

44. Sparked Up Like a Book of Matches by Sena √
M级 - 完结 - 日期: 03 Jun 2015
翻译 by corner SY
标签: Post-Captain America: The Winter Soldier, Canon-Typical Violence, Mental Health Issues, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Tony Stark Has A Heart, Steve Angst, Bucky Barnes Has Issues, BAMF Natasha, Sam Wilson is a Gift, Sam Wilson Is a Good Bro, Clint Barton Is a Good Bro



Alternately, the one with terrible jokes, a foot chase through the Lower East Side, and a tiny little robot named Shitcan.

26,734词 - 章: 1/1 - 评: 483 - 赞: 8287

45. Circling Back by chaya √
E级(无插入) - 不使用预警 - 完结 - 日期: 04 Jun 2014
翻译 by Like fish in the sea(一朵英俊的冬瓜) SY - AO3 - LOF 1-2 - 3- 4 - 5- 6 - 7-8 - 9-10 - 11-12 - 13-14 - 15-16 - 17-18 - 19 - 20 - 21 - 22 - 23 - 24 - 25 - 26 - 27 - 28 - 29 - 30 - 31 - 32 - 33 - 34 - 35 - 36 - 37 - 38-40
标签: PTSDAngst, Hurt/Comfort, Food Issues, Boundary Issues, everything issues, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Emotional/Psychological Abuse, Panic Attacks



Steve looks for Bucky, Bucky finds Steve, Steve tries desperately to put Bucky back together. Bucky tries desperately to let him.

系列: Part 1 of It's Not Linear
59,642词 - 章: 40/40 - 评: 1496 - 赞: 8264

46. Body Studies by Ark for triedunture √
E级(盾Top) - 完结 - 日期: 18 Dec 2012
翻译 by 糯米鱼丸 SY
标签: First Time, Slash, Porn, Angst, Sex, Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Art, Pre-Serum, Pre-Movie



Bucky wants Steve to draw him. Bucky's bored enough to model, and that's -- that's --

“That's -- a fun idea,” Steve supplies, fingers tight around his pencil. “I mean, we could try that if you wanted to.” Is his palm sweatingon the pencil? “It'd be pretty boring for you, though, I guess.”

9,748词 - 章: 1/1 - 评: 129 - 赞: 8200

47. perfectly right wrong number by melonbutterfly
T级 - 完结 - 日期: 24 Oct 2014
标签: Fluff, Tooth-Rotting Fluff, Dating, Pining, Physical Disability, Alternate Reality



A wrong number AU in which Bucky Barnes doesn't enter Steve's life (meaning: Bucky wasn't born until the eighties, but Steve is still Captain America) until Steve accidentally dials the wrong number. Wherein there is a lot of texting, some advice via Natasha and Darcy, a bit of pining, and a first date in an amusement park. Oh, and on top of being a disabled veteran, Bucky is a professional catwalker. Literally.

31,942词 - 章: 1/1 - 评: 399 - 赞: 8181

48. I've Been Funny, I've Been Cool With The Lines by nerdwegian for Zolac_no_Miko √
T级 - 完结 - 日期: 01 May 2014
翻译 by mihe SY
标签: Background & Cameo Characters, Post-Captain America: The Winter Soldier, Steve needs to use his words, Sam Wilson Is a Good Bro



Steve's not jealous.

6,080词 - 章: 1/1 - 评: 181 - 赞: 8065

49. Bucky Barnes Has His Shit Together (and Other Lies He Tells Himself) by betts
M级 - 完结 - 日期: 05 Dec 2015
标签: Peggy Carter/Steve Rogers (past), AU - Bakery, AU - Modern Setting, Artist Steve Rogers, War Veteran Bucky Barnes, Fluff, Humor, Christmas Fluff, Kid Fic, Divorce, Crafts, Babysitting, First Dates, Neighbors, Meet-Cute, Everything is Beautiful and Nothing Hurts, Tooth-Rotting Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, A Truly Obnoxious Amount of Kissing, Falling In Love, steve's questionable parenting methodology, bucky's rampant pinterest addiction, the author's blatant disregard for narrative structure



You’d think a guy who owns one of the most successful bakeries in Brooklyn, has a million-dollar smile and that antiquated good ol’ boy charm, blond hair and blue eyes and biceps for days, would know what’s what.

But don’t let that fool you: Steve Rogers is a mess.

14,159词 - 章: 1/1 - 评: 441 - 赞: 8004

50. it's a love story, baby just say yes by KiaraSayre for chaya √
M级 - 完结 - 日期: 17 Apr 2014
翻译 by 千岁の风流 SY
标签: Matchmaking, Bad Matchmaking, Clint inappropriately interferes in the lives of his teammates, Post-Captain America: The Winter Soldier



"Eyes on the prize, Widow: we're getting Captain America and Bucky laid, with each other. That's the op. Got it?"

1,824词 - 章: 1/1 - 评: 169 - 赞: 7922

51. Deep as a secret nobody knows by This Girl Is (non_sequential) for beardsley
E级(无插入) - 完结 - 日期: 29 Jan 2013
标签: AU, Fluff and Smut, and nothing but, Phone Sex, Sex Work



Or: “the story where steve gets dared to call a phone sex line and of course bucky is on the other end. and then feelings happen.”

4,286词 - 章: 1/1 - 评: 184 - 赞: 7822

52. What I Used To Be by thepinupchemist √
E级(盾Top,一次反攻) - Rape/Non-Con - 完结 - 日期: 02 Dec 2016
翻译 by Qutie, Jawnlock¹²³ AO3 - 2 - 3 - 4 - 5 - 6 - 7 - 8 - 9 - 10 - 11 - 12 - 13 - 14 - 15 - 16 - 17 - 18 - 19 - 20 - 21 - 22 - 23 - 24-25
标签: Rape/Non-Con - Tony Stark/Bruce Banner/Pepper Potts (background), Rape Recovery, Recovery, Rape Aftermath, Bucky Barnes Recovering, Hurt Bucky Barnes, Hurt/Comfort, Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Alpha/Omega, Omega Verse, Alpha Steve Rogers, Alpha Steve, Omega Bucky Barnes, Implied Mpreg, Post Mpreg, Forced Pregnancy, Kid Fic, Healing, Angst with a Happy Ending, Happy Ending, Dissociation, Panic Attacks, Anxiety, Cuddling & Snuggling, Nesting, AU, Knotting, References to Knotting, Family, Family Feels, AU - Domestic, Domestic, Domestic Fluff, Post-Serum Steve Rogers, Protective Steve Rogers, Slow Burn, Slow Build, Jewish Bucky Barnes, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Trauma, Depression, Eventual Sex, Eventual Happy Ending, Mates, Mating Cycles/In Heat, Mating, Mating Bond, Non-Traditional Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics



After dark in September 2005, fourteen year old Bucky Barnes vanished. Eleven years and three pups later, he is far from the boy that went missing from a suburban neighborhood outside of Denver. 

Steve Rogers is an alpha of some means.When he takes on the task of helping reintegrate Bucky and his pups into the world, he doesn't expect to fall so hard.

117,095词 - 章: 25/25 - 评: 3380 - 赞: 7782

53. Steve Rogers' Dad Face and Other Common Hazards by AggressiveWhenStartled √
T级 - 完结 - 日期: 11 Apr 2015
翻译 by Oxycontin:SY - AO3 - LOF  
标签: Peter Parker, Swearing, Dick Pics, Press Conferences, Steve Rogers is disappointed at your behavior, Peter makes terrible life choices, But not as bad as Tony's, Don't worry Peter doesn't take any dick picks, Post-Captain America: The Winter Soldier



Today, Peter was honest-to-god going to see Captain America himself up close, in person, and not from a rooftop or tiny crevice like a creepy stalker fanboy. 

Even better, he was going to watch Steve Rogers make history by soldiering his beleaguered way through the most intensely awkward and honestly ridiculous press conference in the history of ever-- 

系列: Part 1 of Workplace Hazards
4,178词 - 章: 1/1 - 评: 293 - 赞: 7781

54. Out of the Dead Land by emilyenrose √
E级(无插入) - 不使用预警 - 完结 - 日期: 20 Jul 2014
翻译 by miss-ringo(dolce_ga) SY - LOF(未修改) 1-3 - 4-6 - 7-9 - 10-12 - 13-15 - 16-18 - 19-21 - 22-24 - 25-27 - 28-30 - 31-33 - 34-36 - 37-39 - 40-42 - 43-45 - 46-48 - 49-51 - 52-54 - 55-57 - 58-60 - 61-63 - 64-66 - 67-69 - 70-72 - 73-75 - 76-78 - 79-81 - 
82-85
标签: Hurt/Comfort, Identity Issues, Robots



Someone is building machines that look and act like people. 

Meanwhile, the Winter Soldier tries to be Bucky Barnes.

62,707词 - 章: 3/3 - 评: 1043 - 赞: 7679

55. To Be Vulnerable Is Needed Most Of All by perfect_plan
M级 - 完结 - 日期: 27 Sep 2014
标签: Clint Barton/Natasha Romanov, Fluff, Comics, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Self Confidence IssuesAU - Modern Setting, AU, Lots of dorkiness, Panic Attacks, Slurs, Mentions of self-harm, Minor Character Death



Steve is a shy comic book artist and meets his new neighbour, Bucky Barnes.

In which there are awkward longings, meddling best friends, comic conventions, heartache, lemons, video games, dorkiness, dancing and two cute boys.

118,363词 - 章: 10/10 - 评: 1657 - 赞: 7665

56. A Piece of Silly Affection by Reccea √
E级(盾Top) - 完结 - 日期: 17 Nov 2014
翻译 by jeremyd SY - AO3
标签: Beards (Facial Hair)



Steve had a beard.

Bucky’s mechanical hand spasmed oddly.

11,687词 - 章: 1/1 - 评: 181 - 赞: 7641

57. A Long Winter by dropdeaddreamWhatAreFears √
M级 - F/M, M/M - 完结 - 日期: 17 Jun 2014
翻译(全) by 卢北 SY - LOF(部分章节屏蔽)  
翻译(坑) by 云归缱绻 SY
标签: Peggy Carter/Steve Rogers, Steve Rogers: The Bisexual America Deserves, Cold War, September 11 Attacks



In 1945, Steve Rogers jumps from a nosediving plane and swims through miles of Arctic Ocean to a frozen shore.

In 1947, Steve Rogers marries Peggy Carter. 

In 1966, the New York Times finds the lost letters of Sergeant James Buchanan Barnes.

系列: Part 1 of Not Easily Conquered
35,754词 - 章: 2/2 - 评: 741 - 赞: 7638

58. The thing that drives the wolves away by caughtinanocean √
T级 - 不使用预警 - 完结 - 日期: 20 Aug 2014
翻译 by Like fish in the sea LOF
翻译 by A drop in the ocean LOF 1 - 2 - 3 - 4
标签: Recovery, Hurt/Comfort, Past Abuse, Healing, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Walks In The Park, Memories, Minor Original Character(s), Misunderstandings, Ice Cream, Fluff and Angst, Support Groups, Background Relationships, Post-Captain America: The Winter Soldier, Established Relationship



The thing about Bucky these days is that, while he might be a semi-mythical assassin, he's also vulnerable—the kind of vulnerable that makes total strangers want to drape a blanket over his shoulders and take him to safety. The problem is, of course, that Bucky is already safe. 

7,876词 - 章: 1/1 - 评: 280 - 赞: 7625

59. Easy Work For Easy Pay by AustinB √
M级(盾Top提及) - 完结 - 日期: 13 Jun 2016
翻译 by 行雨明光(junegaia) SY - AO3 - LOF 1 - 2 - 3 - 4 - 5 - 6 - 7 - 8 - 9 - 10 - 11 - 12 - 13 - 14 - 15 - 16 - 17 - 18 - 19
标签: Modern Bucky, AU - Canon Divergence, Post-Serum Steve Rogers, Steve Rogers owns it, Steve Rogers is not technologically challenged, Steve Rogers is not socially awkward, Steve Rogers OWNS EVERYTHING, Including my undying love and respect, Steve Rogers Feels, Slow Burn, Friends to Lovers, Eventual Smut, Tattooed Bucky Barnes, Just a little bit as a plot device, Therapy, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Steve Rogers is a little shit, Tattooed Steve Rogers, also just a little bit as a plot device, Co-workers, Workplace Relationship, Slow Build, Sloooooowwwww, Hurt/Comfort, Rescue Missions, Canon-Typical Violence, Protective Steve, SHIELD Agent Bucky Barnes, Fluff, Smut, Blow-Jobs, Fluff and Smut, First Dates, Mutual Pining, Modern Bucky x Cap Steve, Shrunkyclunks, Modern!Bucky/Cap!Steve, Angst, Boatloads of angst, Brief contemplations of suicide, Some Not So Fun Canon Events Creep Back In, Memory Loss, Mildly Dubious Consent, Bucky mixes painkillers with a little bit of alcohol, just to be perfectly clear, but our Steve would never take advantage of that, Amnesia, Temporary Amnesia, Wedding Fluff, Complete, First Kiss



Bucky's working his way back up through the ranks at S.H.I.E.L.D. after a mission took his left arm and Stark gave him a new metal one. 

So when Fury tasks him with integrating the newly defrosted Captain Rogers into the 21st century, he jumps at the promotion.

45,718词 - 章: 19/19 - 评: 1919 - 赞: 7470

60. cross this river to the other side by defcontwo √
T级 - 完结 - 日期: 18 Jan 2015
翻译(结尾处坑) by jeremyd(小花园) LOF  1 - 2 - 3 - 4 - 5 - 6
标签: Howling Commandos & Steve Rogers, Epistolary, Social Media, Steve Rogers and the 21st Century, Coming Out



In 1943, the Howling Commandos wrote goodbye letters to be given to their loved ones in the event of their deaths.In 2014, Sharon Carter finds those letters in a tin can in an abandoned HYDRA base.

14,575词 - 章: 3/3 - 评: 488 - 赞: 7352

【盾冬】三次冬兵翘班吃零食

UC震惊部泽蝙大狗杆菌:

简介:还有一次他翘了零食跟史蒂乎胡搞(。)


警告:是个沙雕OOC的故事,设定上讲打完紫薯大家冰释前嫌继续一起快乐搞事。有几句话铁椒和幻红以及一辆手推车(。


 


    1.


    


冬兵很少跟复仇者们一起出任务,除非局势真的到了生死关头,或者他们遇到了什么得靠暗杀来解决的坏事。平心而论,他是一名优秀的特工,九头蛇灌输给他的东西现在是他用来打击他们的武器。但是另一方面,他的工作态度不太好。Coulson一直不知道,或者说不愿意知道这件事,每次都只把冬兵提交的报告书里不和谐的时间断层归因于“唉是我太过分了竟然让一个精神创伤的患者上战场我对不起cap对不起我的国家对不起我的良心”,然后下一次继续拜托冬兵帮忙。


 


他的工作态度不好,但人挺好的,如果不是跟他混熟了,Natasha也会以为现在从战斗服的暗扣里掏出一条巧克力花生棒的冬兵是脑子没治好。她躲在掩体后面,双手持枪,难以自制地把目光从目标身上移向坐在地上吃得认真的冬兵。


 


“……你要来一点吗?是老牌子了,我们看到的时候,”留意到了Natasha的目光,他一边不好意思地朝她笑了笑,一边却在说话途中又咬了一口那根黏糊甜腻的巧克力棒,舔了舔嘴唇,“吓了一跳。你知道,大萧条嘛,那会儿这玩意儿可稀罕了,所以我们不小心就多买了一点。不过味道还不错,我还有几条——呃,有点化了。”


 


他从防弹背心里面又掏出一条巧克力棒,脸上带着三分讨好七分轻浮的笑递给Natasha,好像他们正趴在哪个战壕里等待敌人的扫射过去,吃完最后的巧克力棒就要跟着美国队长发起冲锋。Natasha摆摆手,狐疑地看着他:


 


“这不会是你给Rogers准备的吧?”


 


“倒也不是。”Bucky含糊地回答,眼珠子动了动,Natasha知道他在关注目标。他盯着目标,咵嚓又咬了一口巧克力棒,把包装袋塞进胸袋里,撕开了另一条。


 


“这个距离绝对在你射程之内。”Natasha说。


 


“收到的命令是活捉。”Bucky心不在焉地,或者说有意地又咬了一口巧克力棒,移开了目光。他知道Natasha想听什么,小声补了一句,“Coulson说我可以不杀人。”


 


“但我会哦,甜心。”Natasha甜蜜又凶狠地看着他,他只是眨着眼睛,又咬了一口巧克力棒。


 


“我的待遇比Steve好。二战的时候,他用来补充体力的巧克力难吃得要命,像糖精勾兑塑料再加上我们的靴子一起煮。”


 


Natasha做出一个呕吐的表情,他朝她短促地笑了笑,摇摇头,起身往前移动。


 


他们这回的任务是绑架一名九头蛇的赞助商。证据确凿,有击杀许可,但现在神盾局能提供的排场比不上以前,没法给冬兵配两个递枪小队在高速公路上激情飙车,掀开人家车顶把人弄死。更何况,从那人的嘴里也许还能撬出点什么来,击杀也只是最坏的打算而已。对方的车队移动得很慢,有一个小队的九头蛇特工在保护目标,冬兵说,等他进了酒店再说。


 


他跟人交流计划的时候还在啃巧克力棒,对讲机那头的Steve只说,Bucky,那么甜的东西不要吃那么多,对牙齿不好。Bucky说,我们不会得蛀牙的。Steve愣了一下,说对哦,那好的,注意安全啊Bucky。Bucky在他下线之后还嗯了一声,慢条斯理地把包装纸叠好。


 


Natasha还没反应过来。她难以置信地看着Bucky:


 


“那是公共频道。”


 


“啊?啊……”冬兵抓了抓头发,把面罩戴上,她在那之前看到了他慌张的神情,笑了。


 


“你还真的蠢了很多。”她说着跟在冬兵后面贴着墙根移动,“放在十年前你哪能注意不到。”


 


“我很久没出任务了。”生疏就难免了嘛。Bucky说得像是在抱怨,但Natasha能听出来语气中的甜蜜和骄傲,好像他在任务途中停下来吃美国队长买给他的巧克力棒。她嫌弃地摇摇头,有点心痛自己身上的两条疤。


 


他们潜入了酒店的车库,无声无息,在门口分头行动,一时间地下空间的黑暗里就只剩下拳脚相撞的沉闷声音。再一次在电梯口碰面的时候,车库里的九头蛇特工已经死伤得差不多了。


 


两名前苏联特工继续向上移动。他们走的消防通道,一路上也蹲着几个伪装成工作人员的九头蛇,很快就被他们干掉。他们在还有两层的时候出了消防通道,进入酒店走廊。这层楼的监控早就被他们黑掉了,黑寡妇伪装成客房服务人员,冬兵则在她进入房间后行动。


 


任务进行的还算顺利。冬兵接到任务完成的消息,进房间的时候黑寡妇已经放倒了所有剩余的特工。她有点惊讶又有点好笑地看着Bucky有点嫌恶地绕开一滩血走过来问她有没有事,用靴尖轻轻地踹了踹那个昏迷的赞助商,心想,Steve真的把冬兵养坏了。


 


下一刻房间的大门被轰开,重火力朝着他们倾泻而下,冬兵悍然迎击。他不知道怎么形容自己的心情,他低估了这次的对手;停车场里的那些人只是被他打昏了,但显然没有昏多久。


 


“别他妈检讨了Barnes!把他们干掉!”


 


冬兵下意识地跟着这条指示做了。倒不是因为他习惯了,而是因为此时娜塔莎正挂在窗沿上。套房的面积很大,敌人的数量也多,她为了保护那个赞助商而被扔出窗外,此时正艰难地单手抓着金属窗框朝室内射击,被火力压制着没法翻进来,冬兵好几次想突破都没成功。他立刻做出了判断。但即使是冬兵,要杀一个中队的特工也不是什么很便利的事。黑寡妇和他前后夹击,在掩护他的时候被击中了持枪的右手腕。


 


Bucky在Natasha掉下去的一瞬间真正地感到后悔。他踩过一名九头蛇特工的尸体,迅速地往窗外扑去,身体腾空的时候双手开枪点射了最后三名敌人;他的右手擦过下坠的枪支堪堪抓住Natasha左手腕发射的钩锁,他的左手深深抓在混凝土墙体里,往下划出五道不短的指痕,右手缠绕着钩锁把Natasha拉上来。


 


“我们运气不错。”在Bucky开口道歉之前,还穿着酒店工作人员制服的黑寡妇评论道,踢了那个赞助商一脚,“还活着咧。”


 


冬兵站在一边,踩在一滩血里。


 


Natasha跟Coulson报告完,过来拍拍他的肩膀。


 


“任务完成,神盾局会来收拾残局。你的耳机好像坏了,Rogers刚才叫了半天呢。”


 


Bucky一下子紧张地抬起头。


 


“他没事吧?”


 


Steve今天在另一个州执行任务。


 


Natasha笑着摇摇头,翻了个白眼。她轻盈地跳到一个柜子前倒了两杯酒:


 


“别觉得内疚,你该怪Rogers,是他把你养坏了。”


 


Steve在耳机里说“是是是,是我”,特别骄傲,好像Bucky听得到一样。Bucky动作很轻地把两杯酒从她手里拿过来倒在地上,Natasha感叹了一句“哦”。


 


“他没有。”他说。


 


2.


 


Bucky第一次参加作战会议的时候搞砸了。


 


实际上,冬兵说是资产,也没九头蛇当着他的面这么喊他,至少他自我感觉上还是个士兵;他不傻,有喜欢的东西和不喜欢的东西,只不过喜好中的大部分是“战争”的违禁品,他还得被“和平万岁”哄着去杀人。他可以得到喜欢的枪支和制服,也可以在两个行动队里选一个喜欢的,苏联人在这方面比美国人上道。不过资料里没有写这些,资料里他是资产,所以Steve不知道,因此后者总是对此耿耿于怀,心痛不已。


 


Barnes中士和冬兵都没有参加过正儿八经的作战会议,跟Steve蹲在卡车后面研究地图显然不是什么百分之百的公事,而冬兵从来都只要知道自己的任务就行。总之,Steve也没想过那回事:Bucky完全不知道Steve把他带来复仇者的基地是来跟别人一起开作战会议的。他以为只是Steve的PTSD。没什么好丢脸的,复仇者中的很多人都还在经受这个,Steve经过四倍强化,恐慌起来有别人的四倍也不是什么难理解的事。他当然也得好好看着Steve。


 


所以,当他在会议室门外停下的时候,Steve敏锐地认为Bucky是不好意思参与他们的集体活动。他也学习了不少这方面的知识,知道要循序渐进,于是他扫视一周,给了同伴们一个“没办法”的眼神,伸手拍拍Bucky的肩膀:


 


“会议可能要持续一整个下午哦,你确定不一起进来吗,Bucky?”


 


Bucky惊讶地看着他:


 


“我就在大厅里待着,不会跑的。我保证。”


 


哦……可怜的Steve。他一直这么没有安全感,但作战会议他总得一个人去的。你看,Thor也没把Loki带进去啊(而且Loki根本就没来),你会被你的同事们嘲笑的,Stevie。于是Bucky又笑了笑,给了显得有点不安的Steve一个吻,安抚地捏了捏他的后颈:


 


“好了,别耽误正事,队长。”


 


Steve抱住了他。他想告诉Bucky,复仇者们并不会因为他的痛苦而对他产生不同的看法,Barnes中士永远是世界上最好的人。Bucky的头发好香,在空调房里顺顺滑滑冰冰凉凉的。他想回家,跟Bucky一起,躺在草地上整天无所事事。——他是不是真的该退休了?


 


此时一名路过的钢铁侠打破了这种诡异的局面,他大声说道:


 


“显然有些老冰棍为了逃避会议不择手段了,竟然挡在会议室门口。”


 


两个人像被美国队长撞破约会的绯红女巫和幻视,迅速分开。Bucky朝Tony点点头打了个招呼,拍拍Steve的肩膀叫他不要担心,赶快进去。Tony看了Steve一眼,又看看Bucky:


 


“你怎么不进来开会?”


 


Bucky朝他也软软地笑了笑:


 


“我相信Steve一个人可以的。”


 


“哦。”Tony跟Steve交换了一个眼神,显然也误会了Bucky的意思。他进门前学着Steve的方式拍拍Bucky的肩膀,说:


 


“加油(克服心理障碍)吧,士兵。”


 


Bucky在这时候问Tony他能不能借用大厅里那个公共厨房。Tony朝他翻了个白眼:


 


“天哪Barnes,你们四十年代的人对‘公共’这个词有什么误解吗,这还要问?难怪Rogers会叫我们注意言辞。”


 


这个时候Steve已经有些狼狈地躲进了会议室,他为Bucky感到痛苦。Bucky在瓦坎达过得很开心,他为什么要把他带进自己的社交圈里?只有他记得,甚至Bucky自己也许都忘了:Bucky从来都应该是那个比他都先一步融入团队的那个。他记得咆哮突击队, Barnes中士是其中最快活的一个;他每天都在喊着跟美国队长一起战斗什么的,实际上也会坐在篝火边上咬着半截铅笔想着要不要给家里写封信。Bucky总是半真半假地跟他说:有咆哮突击队,这场战争肯定很快就要结束啦。


 


每个人都应该喜欢Bucky。Steve坐在会议桌边翻开文件夹,布鲁克林的女孩们甚至愿意同时跟Bucky约会。从那一方面讲他也许确实是个小混蛋,但是——那可是Bucky。Bucky的话,同时跟几个女孩约会……啊,他以前好像没想过这件事是否道德,但反正,以后Bucky不会跟任何女孩约会了。他想到这儿才稍微高兴一点,但又有点难过。


 


他坐在会议室里,在开会前的一小段时间里,放纵自己捂住了脸。


 


Bucky看着Steve想,他得说些让Steve放心、确信Bucky Barnes还在这儿的话。Steve从小就是个不会撒娇的硬骨头,最近却越来越粘他,这让他很担心发生了什么事。于是他故意大声对Tony说:


 


“那个啊,你不要信。Steve说起脏话来可脏了。”


 


Tony睁大了眼睛,但Coulson在催,他不得不先进了会议室。在那之后,无论他怎么旁敲侧击,都没从美国队长嘴里挖出半句“很脏的脏话”。这让他感到很挫败,不过那是后话。


 


会议开到一半,大概下午三点的时候,Tony和Bruce在一个任务环节上出现了分歧。Steve不置可否,但这回Bruce出奇地强硬,Tony则坚持要帮助Bruce突破极限——“更何况,这是最好的、最低伤亡的计划”。为了缓和这两个人的情绪,Steve出面说,暂停一下会议,大家休息休息,二十分钟之后回来投票表决。


 


会议室的门一开,一股浓郁的、烘焙糕点的香味淹没了他们。


 


Tony率先发出了一声呻吟,结果Steve循着香味跑得比谁都快。Coulson心里一震,心想我的爱豆难道喜欢吃甜食吗完求神盾局上个月出版的员工手册又要重修了,自动忽略美国队长突然不温良恭俭让的行为。


 


事实是,Bucky正穿着小熊围裙,站在料理台前给Pepper倒茶。Pepper看起来刚刚结束一段工作,文件夹还扔在料理台上;Bucky一边给她倒茶一边跟她有说有笑的,开会前狂风过境般的大厅整洁有序。Steve停在门口不动了。Coulson还在想,不愧是队长,即使自己再喜欢,也要先让给别人。哦,Barnes中士竟然这么贤惠,还会主动打扫房间,还会做饭,把cap交给他,我好放心。


 


实际上Steve只是站在那里看着Bucky,看着Bucky对Pepper笑。他难得穿着T恤,双臂裸露在外,沾了一点面粉和糖霜,振金在厨房的温暖光线里像四十年代的水晶吊灯。在那个他与Peggy共舞的幻境里,他们的头顶上悬挂着那样的灯。


 


他们重逢以来,Bucky一次也没有这样笑过。


 


的确,Bucky是Bucky,他的本质永远不会改变,可是其他方面都改变得太多了。直到今天为止,Steve都下意识地想把James和Bucky分别对待。否则就太痛苦了,那超出了他能承受的极限,那个极限包括他们被117个国家误解和追杀,包括他在文字和影像资料里看Bucky被电击和切割,包括每一次Bucky的冰冻与消失。


 


Bucky是他的,James属于其他千千万万人,属于读过历史课本的美国公民,属于Barnes家的父母兄弟姐妹,属于也许还留着一名冷血杀手七十年前花光所有钱买来的玩具熊的多多。属于除了Bucky一无所有的Steve Rogers。


 


Steve站在门口,冬兵还没有发现他,也许发现他了但是没有分心在意这个,James总是更喜欢跟姑娘们待在一起玩。他的表情看起来和目送Bucky被冷冻的那天一模一样,在场没有一个人知道那是什么。


 


Bucky给复仇者们倒茶、煮咖啡,把烤好的小蛋糕和曲奇饼干端上茶几,说,以前可没有这么方便的厨房和烤箱。还有丰富的物资,这个他没说。他还做了苹果派。他跟Sam呛了几句,作势要把整个烫人的苹果派怼到Sam脸上,Tony特意戴上了手套去抢救苹果派。Pepper打他的手,叫他少吃点甜的,把饼干放下,先看看合同没问题就签字。Tony故作心痛:小辣椒你果然不爱我你来这里只是为了让我签合同。小辣椒对着他的脑袋很轻地打了一下,吓唬他说,James还知道慰劳我呢。Tony说,亲爱的我们不能这么算嘛!


 


大家懒洋洋地趴在桌上吃点心唠嗑,Bucky这才摘掉手套朝Steve走过来。这倒是对的——也不是说“对的”,就是,那么回事儿,Bucky在布鲁克林那会儿,有时候会让Steve在客厅里等着,先照顾好兄弟姐妹们再跟他出去玩。


 


他说:


 


“嘿,Stevie,你还好吗?”


 


他这一声Stevie叫得几个人瓜分苹果派的动作都停了停。他伸手捏了捏Steve的肩膀,笑得见牙不见脸,倒还有点不好意思起来。


 


“这次我往派底里加了点柠檬屑,Pepper(Tony嘟哝了一句你们这么快就混熟了吗)带了水果来,所以馅料里还有草莓和树莓。不过我保证整体上味道不会变太多——”


 


Steve看着他。


 


“Bucky。”


 


“呃?”Bucky歪了歪脑袋,总之还是先抓着他的手往大厅里走。Steve握得很紧,他倒没什么,但Steve握着的可是那只左手。


 


“没位置了。”复仇者们迅速调整了座位,没人知道为什么Mark42也要一个座位。


 


“苹果派也没了。”Sam掐着Rhodes的脸把最后一块苹果派往他嘴里塞。


 


“喂……别这么欺负Bucky。”Pepper站起来要把Mark42移开,Tony大喊“我不要他们叠在一起坐在我边上,我都从来没跟Pepper在沙发上叠在一起”,而Mark42说“上周五二位这么做了”。其他人笑得差点呛到,好几个真的呛到了。


 


Bucky嘻嘻一笑,满脸的“你们太弱了”,牵着Steve径直在料理台后面坐了下来,又不知道从哪个柜子里掏出一碟新鲜热乎的苹果派,还给Steve调了杯咖啡。不愧是前九头蛇首席特工,用一只手就完成了工作,左手始终跟Steve的手指缠在一起。


 


沙发区安静吃瓜,甚至讨论起了会议上的两个方案,假装没看到幻视和Wanda也开始你侬我侬话从前。说的还是逃亡那段时间的事儿。


 


其实Bucky完全没有觉得不好意思,要别扭那也是Steve闹别扭,James在布鲁克林的时候曾经多少次这样握着他喜欢的姑娘温软的小手出去玩,为什么要不好意思?这么说不好,但对于Bucky来说,那些遥远的、时断时续的记忆里的约会好像都是为了Steve进行的预演。看着吧,小混蛋James Barnes谈恋爱就是这样的,Bucky不会,所以Bucky也是这样。


 


冬兵抄起那把餐刀,往上掂了掂重量,耍了几个刀花,有模有样地跟Steve抢小刀。几个来回之后,Barnes中士获得了胜利,他把一小块苹果派平放在刀尖递给Steve。Steve伸出舌尖来扫,Bucky撤走小刀,把自己的舌头凑了上去。


 


Steve的意志力在这时候总是格外薄弱。他忘记了时间地点场合,一把捉住Bucky的手把他按在料理台上亲吻。Bucky的嘴巴又湿又软又热,唾液有一股巧克力的甜腻味道,Bucky的后槽牙上有没舔干净的巧克力和糖浆。他吻得太急又太猛烈,Bucky并不想推开他,但也不想在背后一群人的注视下按常规流程开始呻吟。他推了Steve一把,没推动,又推了一把。


 


Tony摇摇头:


 


“Barnes,我得说一句,你这泡妞技术不行啊。”


 


“我以前就是这么泡遍布鲁克林的,是吧Steve?”Bucky克制地喘了口气,舔舔嘴唇,转过去朝Tony耸耸肩,转回来看Steve的时候又有点忐忑。毕竟那也是七十多年前的事了,他自己也不太相信冬兵能做James会做的事。谁都清楚,他跟James根本就已经不是同一个人了。


 


然而Steve的笑容鲜活起来,嘴角差点要咧到耳根。有人翻起白眼,有人开始起哄,他一点也没办法控制自己的表情。他紧紧抱着Bucky,揉皱了Friday新购置的小熊围裙,脑袋埋进Bucky香喷喷热乎乎的肩头,用力地吸了口气。


 


“对啊。”Steve笑得没了眼睛,也许他只是把眼睛闭上了,好仔细地闻闻Bucky身上的味道,“七十多年,总算轮到我啦。”


 


3.


 


这是一次在俄罗斯剿灭九头蛇分部的集体任务。回老家结婚的雷神没来,他们带上了冬兵。


 


冬兵游离在正面战场之外,现在他要掩护的冲在队伍前面的混蛋不止一个,不过冬日战士到底比Barnes中士厉害不少,他的狙击枪足够对付那些家伙,更何况他还背了小半个瓦坎达出品的武器库,他身边还有一个百发百中的鹰眼。复仇者们挺喜欢队长带着冬兵来出任务的,如果他们不要老是那样黏黏糊糊就更好了;有冬兵意味着队长会变成一个哑炮,因为Barnes中士不注意情绪的时候,嘴比他们加起来还脏,虽然队长对他们的语言其实并不怎么介意,很多时候他叫人注意language其实是 “我不喜欢你说的话你给我闭嘴”的委婉说法。


 


没有人愿意去想队长不说话也许是在偷乐“啊今天的Bucky好活泼好生动哎呀Bucky真可爱Bucky说的话怎么能算是骂人呢只不过是语气助词而已啊表明Bucky现在的精神状态恢复得不错”。——更何况,这句是实话,冬兵确实是个好队友。


 


这场剿灭九头蛇分部的战斗中途,有那么一会儿他们以为战斗已经到了尾声,是Wanda发现了前面那座山的更深处还有一个基地,里面全副武装的部队在等待着反扑。一群复仇者相互对了眼,迅速找了个由头进一步疏散居民,悄咪咪地靠近,等到下一场战役打响、猎鹰一脸懵逼地大叫“CNM的Barnes对面那两个打黑枪的贱人怎么还没死”的时候,大家才发现队伍里的两名狙击手都不见了。


 


美国队长心急如焚,一边在耳机里大叫“Bucky!Clint!”一边加快了手上的动作,揍起人来又快又狠,气势汹汹,带动了整个团队的积极性。没过多久战斗的节奏就轻松了不少,对面的火力压制骤然减轻:显然复仇者们的狙击手们回魂了。


 


Steve松了口气,差点被一个敌人的小刀扎穿颈动脉,等他回过神的时候,那人的半颗脑袋都没了。他转身朝Bucky的镜头里敬了个礼,转身又扑进了敌人中。Bucky一边换下弹壳,一边懒洋洋地嘲笑Steve:


 


“我难以想象我们不在的时候你是怎么活下来的,Steve。”


 


Steve一拳打飞一个九头蛇特工,说:


 


“你看,你知道我没法离开你,Bucky。”


 


Bucky没回话,Steve知道他肯定脸红了。Sam抢先Tony一步发出了一串浮夸的“呕呕呕”,Tony一边轰开地面,一边问:


 


“难道没有人知道这是公共频道吗?幻视他刚满四岁,队长。”


 


“哦,抱歉,Tony,我不是很会用这个——”Steve没把话说完,径直从钢铁侠轰开的大洞里冲进了九头蛇基地,两名狙击手没有跟上来。而Natasha比他们所有人都领先,正好把敌方头目一个背摔扔在了他们面前。她朝Steve歪歪头:


 


“拜托,说得好像三天精通瓦坎达通信技术的人不是你一样,队长,不要妄自菲薄哦。”


 


她跟Tony隔空击掌,在Steve心虚地移开目光之前跳起来去揍另一个士兵了。这个时候鹰眼报告说他们解决了大部分外面剩下的士兵,冬兵准备切入正面战场。幻视故作老成地说了一句:


 


“老房子着火。”


 


Steve涨红了脸,躲过一个高速飞行的破烂机器人,发出反驳:


 


“理论上我和Bucky才三十岁,我认为这是正常的。”


 


猎鹰在外面帮着鹰眼打杂鱼:


 


“而你和Barnes在一起的时候就只有十六岁,我们充分理解,队长。”


 


大家大声笑了好一会儿,没人去搭理Bucky那句不满的“虽然这很好笑,但谁来给我进一步解释一下这个笑点”。旺达说:


 


“干柴烈火。”


 


一句话让抡着两个机器人跳下来的Bucky一个趔趄,强行转移了话题:


 


“……抱歉,刚刚我和Clint以为战斗差不多结束了,就骑车去附近的小镇了。”


 


“你们去那儿干什么?”Natasha问。


 


“你和Clint?”Steve眯起了眼睛。


 


“美国百年老陈醋打翻了。”Tony说。


 


Clint在公共频道发出哀嚎,大家可以听到他刚刚发射出一支爆裂箭:


 


“队长你饶了我吧,就算你对Barnes保护欲过剩,也不该找我啊?我有老婆孩子你又不是不知道。”


 


“对不起,Clint,我不是那个意思——”


 


“我们去吃布林饼了。”Bucky冷静地解释道,“战斗机降落的时候我有看到一家看起来不错的小店。按计划战斗结束后我们就要返航,我和Clint看剩下的你们可以处理,就去吃点心了。抱歉,下次我会注意的。”


 


通信频道里一时间沉默得有点诡异。大家都知道冬兵现在的行动还是受到蛮多限制的,他本人是不怎么在意,一直老老实实地跟在Steve边上,像只待在羊圈里出门溜达都懒得动弹的羊。当然,自己不想出门和不被允许出门时两回事,但是布林饼——?


 


半晌,Rhodes小心翼翼地打破了沉默:


 


“呃,我记得我们降落得很快而且并没有经过小镇的商业区?”


 


“我看到了。”Bucky说着,下意识地转向Steve的方向,舔了舔嘴唇,不太确定地看着对方,“抱歉,我只是想到了布林饼。以前我吃过一次,我只记得它味道不错了。”


 


这位动态视力爆表的壮汉大概不知道自己无意识的表情是怎样的可怜巴巴,微微鼓起的嘴唇带着小心谨慎的弧度,旁人看来都有了一点哀求的意味;Steve的话,他甚至觉得那双绿眼睛里盈满了委屈的眼泪,正在控诉他们的政府对一位合法公民兼二战老兵的人身自由的限制是如何的惨无人道。而在基地外面的Clint不知道这些,Clint来了精神,快活地说:


 


“还有他们的蜂蜜奶油小蛋糕!超级好吃,Barnes答应回去试做。而且那什么史特拉格诺夫烩牛肉味道还不错咧!肉冻就有点……”


 


Bucky的喉咙里发出了不满的呼噜声,显然是想发言捍卫肉冻的尊严。Steve差点想直接穿过前厅扑上去抱他,大声宣布“你想吃什么都可以跟我说Bucky我会给你任何你想要的”,但他的声音哽住了。Natasha发现了这一点,问Bucky:


 


“那家店的布林饼配什么酱?”


 


“草莓和苹果。”Bucky朝她笑了,双手开枪毙了三人,一边迅速地迈了两步换了个掩体,“不过我还是希望有蜂蜜和巧克力酱。我们弄了点巧克力在上面,味道不是很理想。”


 


“操,这块的苹果酱特别好。——操你的Barnes,”Natasha把一个敌人踹到外面去,“你找Clint而不是我跟你一起去吃俄罗斯煎饼?!”


 


重点是这个吗?


 


“你们他妈的说的我好饿,Pepper禁止我吃甜食快一个月了。”Tony砰砰砰一串扫射,“我宣布今天晚上吃俄罗斯菜。”


 


每一场战斗的末尾都有一个突如其来的炸弹,Tony和Steve都习惯这个了。不过这回有幻视,他们处理得很轻松。再处理了一下现场,大部分人回飞机,Steve那几个则乖乖等待当地政府人员来跟他们完成交接。


 


再怎么说对手也是九头蛇,就算是正面刚过灭霸的复仇者们也有点累了,闷声不响地在机上休息,只有战斗中途溜号去吃点心的超级士兵Barnes和幻视活蹦乱跳。这一回,等Steve和Tony、Rhodes交接完回来,Bucky就跟Sam蹲在一起了。也是,幻视和Wanda正在热恋期,Clint和Natasha各自找了个角落睡得很熟,Bruce在冥想,只有Sam无所事事。


 


“嘿,Steve。”Bucky听到声音,笑着转过头来,手里拿着一根牙签,“看,烤棉花糖。”


 


Tony还没来得及开口,就看Steve眼睛一亮,大步往Bucky走去,低下头,Bucky正好把那个烤棉花糖夹进两块小饼干之间,顺手塞进Steve嘴里。Sam不满地看了Bucky一眼,不过看另一边是队长,也没再说什么,点起打火机开始烤另一个棉花糖。


 


“哦……烤棉花糖夹小饼干。谢谢你,Bucky。我快饿死了。”


 


“是啊,你二战的时候就经常忘记补充能量。”Bucky还是坐在地上,Steve帮他把背上和腰上的几把枪给卸下来,然后顺势靠在了他背上,真的一副累死了的样子,Bucky在伸手拿棉花糖之前还揉了揉他的头发。Tony一边开冰箱门找肥宅快乐水,一边有点疑惑地看看Sam,Sam在认真地烤棉花糖,目不斜视。Rhodes把战甲留在门口,轻快地走过去:


 


“哟!烤棉花糖!有多的吗?”


 


Bucky和Sam往后挪了挪屁股,地上还有大半包家庭装的棉花糖。Bucky说:


 


“喏,自己烤吧。”


 


Sam默默地把半融化的棉花糖夹进两块焦糖饼干中间,塞进嘴里咵嚓咵嚓吃了。不去考虑热量和健康的话,吃甜食总会让人心情愉快,Sam也没那么闲去吐槽Bucky看都不看就伸手把棉花糖饼干往后塞进Steve嘴里的动作。常规操作,都坐下,这是我和美国队长友情的证明。他还有点羡慕,到底是冬兵,一只手可以烤五颗棉花糖。哦操,为什么队长也要坐在地上,我们没有椅子吗?知道您腿长,但那是为了打纳粹长的而不是为了把Barnes圈在中间吧?您们二战时候不是这样的,那么问题来了,为什么你们这么熟练啊。


 


Steve才听不到Sam的心声,他一边从Bucky腰侧伸过手举着打火机,一边问Rhodes和Sam:


 


“我以为烤棉花糖是我们那会儿的特色呢。”


 


Rhodes耸耸肩:


 


“美食嘛,永远不会过时。”


 


Bucky笑了笑,张嘴在Steve递过来的夹心饼干上咬了一口,Steve把剩下大半块塞进嘴里:


 


“不过印象里可没有这么好吃。”


 


“你如果敢说‘Bucky让棉花糖和小饼干都变甜了’这种话我就给你脑袋来一炮,队长。”Tony说着脱掉战甲,也走了过来,因为Rhodes拿在手上引诱他的那块饼干看起来真的很好吃,而且谁叫冬兵和猎鹰要蹲在零食柜边上?他看了冬兵一眼,瞄到地上吃了一半的巧克力又吓了一跳:


 


“妈耶,世界上竟然真的有人爱吃俄罗斯的巧克力。而且化成那样——你该不会刚才打九头蛇的时候把它塞在衣服里吧?”


 


“我觉得挺好吃的。”Steve耸耸肩,最重要的是Bucky喜欢。他没否认冬兵在掩护他们的时候也许没有背着半个瓦坎达武器库而是一个瓦坎达零食库的可能性。是说,虽然Barnes是个好人,但是说实在的,在场的诸位对他的初印象还是在德国那会儿,赤手空拳把他们打了个人仰马翻的又糙又壮的冬兵,然后零食库?Tony震惊了一会儿,嚼着从Rhodes那里剥削来的烤棉花糖夹心饼干,伸手打开零食柜掏出一包洋葱圈。本来他想坐在椅子上的,但Bucky和Rhodes很自觉地往边上挪了挪,他没觉得哪里不对就也在地上坐下了。


 


“——我必须确认一下,难道我是我们中间唯一一个不会烤棉花糖的吗?”


 


四个老兵交换了一下眼神,朝他耸耸肩:


 


“美国军队嘛。”


 


Tony用一种浮夸的狐疑表情看向贴成连体巨婴的Steve和Bucky:


 


“美国军队?”


 


“退役了。”Steve理直气壮,他坐下来后就没怎么动,脑袋搁在Bucky肩膀上,还朝Tony点点头;Bucky都脸红了,往另一边转过去不让人看,Steve可疑地蹭着战斗服里半截发红发烫的脖颈,他嘶嘶地小声提醒Steve“这儿他妈的不是在瓦坎达”,Steve才反应过来——这就很尴尬了。Tony感觉在近几年里自己的偶像梦破灭的次数够多了,这人可别是个傻子吧!他闭上了嘴。Sam赶紧转移话题。


 


“Barnes你挺喜欢吃俄罗斯菜的?”


 


Bucky笑了笑,递给Tony一块饼干。


 


“它们很暖和。”


 


他在西伯利亚有一段挺长的活动训练时间,一方面是为了训练新的冬兵,一方面也为了适应新的战斗模式和武器。为了让他的身体器官保持好状态,那段时间里他不用依靠营养液生存。优秀的士兵跟着多疑的长官一起享用盘中的美食,热乎乎的红菜汤让他无机质的灵魂停止颤抖。以前,似乎是那样,士兵是可以在吃东西的时候开玩笑,可以大笑的。现在不行,规矩是严肃的,这只是为了保持冬兵的状态在摄取能量,为了保证长官的安全在试毒,他不被允许发表感言和声音,不应当流露感情,他也不知道什么是玩笑。但那不妨碍他觉得基地里冷得要命,不妨碍他觉得桌上的炖肉和煎饼好吃得不得了。他很讨厌自己的不稳定,那让他不完美。要是他们不把这个从他脑子里洗掉就好了,超量的油脂让他的大脑暖融融的,像要融化了一样安逸平静,几乎让他以为战争已经结束。如果重启后还能吃到这个就好了。作为一个坏士兵,他也只有那么一点盼头。


 


像是看到了冬兵一勺一勺地吃炖肉的画面,Steve抱着Bucky的手臂不自觉更用力了一些。Tony翻了个白眼,Rhodes喝掉了瓶子里最后一点快乐水。Tony叹了口气:


 


“我挺羡慕你们这些超级士兵的,我也很想无忧无虑地吃巧克力啊……”


 


Sam附议:


 


“我也想不用拼命练习就有好看的肌肉啊!”


 


几个人哈哈笑了一会儿,Tony带了些零食饮料去驾驶位找Bruce确认飞行路线。


 


“我软体不稳定。”全程看着他们瞎闹一声没吭的Bruce推了推眼镜。


 


“别吧,这版权我没法买。”Tony说着启动了飞行器,然后戴上手套开始烤棉花糖。


 


4.


 


Tony发明了一个自动放羊机。


 


Shuri得知这个消息的时候目瞪口呆。


 


Tony说,Barnes不是时不时要出来做点事嘛,那羊怎么办?我在那里订了一只小羊仔,等我跟小辣椒周年纪念日的时候正好一年,杀来吃,还要薅羊毛做情侣毛衣,羊不能养坏了啊。


 


于是由于资本主义入侵瓦坎达,Steve和Bucky越来越懒了。具体表现在于,有一天Steve早上起来的时候一看表,九点了,Bucky在他边上咂咂嘴,往他靠了靠,继续睡。按理说Steve六点就会起来晨练,洗个澡换身衣服,回来看到Bucky一边做早饭一边不做掩饰地揉屁股。他的记忆告诉他他在六点钟醒过一次,好像是因为Bucky的眼睫毛停在他的肩膀上,随着呼吸起伏扫着那片皮肤。他想着顺其自然吧,等Bucky翻个身我再起来。那片眼睫毛就那样在他肩头颤抖着,他闭着眼睛,回到了梦里。


 


自动放羊机已经把羊带去草原上吃草了。一套程序开始了就会干一整天,Steve和Bucky今天什么都不用做了。于是两个人吃完早饭,Steve一边帮趴在褥子里的Bucky揉腰肌和臀肌,一边说:


 


“前几天瓦坎达开了第一家星巴克,Shuri开心得不得了,她还协助开发了一个瓦坎达特供菜单,里面有你说想学做的瓦坎达点心,今天要不要去看看?”


 


“要!”前一刻还在他手底下眯着眼睛昏昏欲睡的Bucky气势汹汹地翻了个身,好像直接整个人凌空旋转180度,把Steve吓了一跳。Bucky坐起来,双手扶着他的肩,睁大了两只眼睛看着Steve,“我经常看到美国人喝那个,我还没尝过呢。”


 


Steve有那么一会儿忘记了呼吸。


 


他不喜欢星巴克,满分十分给五分,五分因为名字里又有星星又有Buck的那种。现代人奢侈地往杯子倒廉价的糖浆和奶油,他永远受不了。但是Bucky喜欢甜的,Bucky是甜的。有一回,咆哮突击队饥肠辘辘地埋伏在雪地里,Bucky舔着嘴唇说,等我们赢了战争,你们伟大的狙击手J.B.B.要把德国佬所有的白糖和巧克力一起煮了喝。


 


他们伟大的狙击手J.B.B.活到了战争胜利、物资丰腴的年代,连走进一家星巴克的资格都没有。


 


他说:


 


“嘿,bucky——”


 


他又闭上嘴。Bucky吻了他的眼睛,摇摇头:


 


“Steve——你别总是担心我。”


 


“这话我也跟你说过。”Steve和他面对面躺着,鼻尖对着鼻尖,伸手去摸bucky还残留着酣睡时的热气的脸颊,“所以现在你跟我说这个也没用。”


 


“Steve——”bucky把一声“Steve”拖得很长,又气又好笑,从鼻孔里嗤了一声。他又吻了吻面前这个固执的小混蛋,“好吧,队长,那我们起来去执行任务。”


 


说着冬兵翻了个身就直起上半身来,Steve眼疾手快地从背后抱住他的腰,在他后颈上蹭了蹭。Bucky笑骂着把他从背后拎过来往衣架那儿推,还在他屁股上踹了一脚。他坐在床垫上,浑身上下只有被单的一角盖在腰际,这会儿高抬起腿来踹Steve,大腿上干涸的粘液清晰可见。Steve穿好裤子,一边套背心,一边红着脸嘟哝:


 


“你先等会儿穿衣服,我去打点水来……”


 


他转过身来。


 


短小手推车




END



盾冬 随缘居收藏数250以上 文整理

Stucky同人文收藏夹&盾冬文整理:

这是盾冬随缘居收藏数250以上的全部文LIST,总共318篇,按收藏数排序,无差、互攻;翻译;连载中和一发完均已标注,没有标注的均为盾冬、原创且连载完结,后面标注的日期是发布日期(不是最后更新日期)
因为只扫了按回复量排序的前150页,可能会有少数遗漏,如发现任何错误欢迎告知~
Stucky(可逆)的收藏数250以上全部文LIST见这里



  1. 兽性蛰伏 - xywy 生子 14.04


  2. 全美绯闻/Captain gossip - 李胤禛 甜 14.12


  3. On The Ropes/无处可逃 - 蜜分 14.04


  4. 麻烦的任务/The Troublesome Mission - 楚留姬 ABO 14.04


  5. 互攻 同居生活108天 - Solrac 14.04


  6. 无差 完美与破碎 - expertff 14.04(以上2000收)


  7. 翻译 连载 The Sweetest Kind Of Poison - fuyuko0207 ABO 14.08


  8. 互攻 亲爱的,没必要大动干戈 - 椰子椰子掉下来, 故园无声 14.05


  9. 你眼中的冰雪 - wisely1229 一句话逆 14.05


  10. 恢复记忆之后 - kikilo20 PWP 14.04


  11. 老子的新学校真是太可怕了! - AOBA桑 不全 论坛体 多CP 贾尼 锤基 EC 狼队 14.08


  12. 翻译 the man on the bridge/桥上之人 - falsetto 14.05


  13. 互攻 真实的谎言 - sssss007 14.06


  14. 俏皮话 - 客人4 14.07


  15. 蓝眼睛 - 面堂兄 14.05


  16. 凛冬 - jujubecake 哨向 14.03


  17. 掉下去了 - 一个人玩耍 14.05


  18. If You Want Me - FAyE_Kohara 现代 党鞭盾 记者冬 14.05


  19. 连载 睡莲 - 小风筝111 PWP 14.07


  20. 连载 Hustle - 饭饭fan 霸道总裁 骗子团伙 双CP 锤基 ABO 14.12


  21. 互攻 一线之隔 人间悲喜剧S1 - sssss007 14.10


  22. 归途 - 糖衣精灵 ABO 生子 一句话逆 14.04


  23. 互攻 另一种可能 - 椰子椰子掉下来 14.06


  24. 巧克力布朗尼 - xywy PWP 3P 双龙 14.07


  25. 冬受 PWP片段文合集 - 多作者 all冬 14.07


  26. 无差 合伙人婚姻 - sssss007 14.07


  27. 无差 翻译 This, You Protect 系列第1部 - flowingfrost 冬兵中心 欢乐治愈 15.02


  28. Devour - fuyuko0207 ABO 14.05


  29. 重逢的三个昼夜 - wisely1229 14.10


  30. 时间的玫瑰 - 醉雨倾城 14.12


  31. city light/城市之光 - 强袭自爆 14.04


  32. 重逢式离别 - 我爱的人是汤姆 14.06


  33. Guard - 之由 监狱AU 14.07


  34. Es Ist Ein Schnee Gefallen - 阿乾 ABO beta盾 alpha冬 14.04(以上1000收)


  35. La bella vita-壁花先生与小鹿新娘 - Rebecca1989 现代 ABO 生子 14.06


  36. 我的绝症男友 - wisely1229 甜 15.10


  37. Bright Lights 明亮的光 - FAyE_Kohara 路西法之子冬 14.04


  38. 互攻 翻译 总统之子 - Cisy 特勤保镖盾 PTSD冬 14.05


  39. 连载 妇联菊苣们的日常 - 墨苍云 全员向 多CP 贾尼 锤基 贱虫 寡绿 甜 15.10


  40. 无差 谋杀死神 - sssss007 性取向心理治疗 14.08


  41. BODY TALK - 司馬真 黑盾 rape/non-con 14.06


  42. 谜一样的冬日战士 - 灼莲 15.10


  43. A NEW JOB - 玄长歌 14.07


  44. 无差 智慧是性感力的新潮流 - 碳烤的板栗 14.07


  45. Fountain of Youth 不老泉 - Messiah 14.04


  46. 牛奶,威士忌与卡诺莎 - sandycheck 全员向 14.06


  47. Out Of Time 不合时宜 - Banco 14.05


  48. 翻译 Critical Feline Mass - dolce_ga 室友 甜 14.12


  49. 连载 Domesticated/被驯养的人 - RainbowHunter 14.04


  50. 连载 罗杰斯队长和他的情人 - jujubecake 14.04


  51. 无差 穷途末路 - yaajdx 14.04


  52. 无差 Bucky Barnes的第十一场雨 - 眠音 14.05


  53. 连载 地狱天堂 - xywy D/s 双冬兵 14.08


  54. 截稿日 - TigerLily 14.04


  55. 连载 The Bodyguard - Dora_藏起来 现代 保镖盾 小王子冬 14.04


  56. 无差 连载 英雄时代 - laststore 铁人中心 14.10


  57. 触不可及 - Solrac 14.07


  58. 标记他 - 风仁无忌 ABO 14.05


  59. 无差 星光闪耀处 - sssss007 14.09


  60. 无差 神盾论坛的水区日常 - 枚苦 15.02


  61. 无差 翻译 All The Leaves Are Brown - 青檀 养孩子 14.06


  62. 翻译 连载 this city bleeds its aching heart - linlang7625 (LOF有另一版翻译全) 14.04


  63. We Live Together 我们同居啦 - 蒸栗子 现代 协警盾 社工冬 14.09


  64. 翻译 Circling Back 归处 - 一朵英俊的冬瓜 14.10


  65. Heidenröslein !! - zzxx00 ABO 生子 14.08


  66. 皇家绯闻 - 明江渡刀 现代 皇室 国王盾 王子冬 ABO 16.03


  67. Did Anyone See My Cat - ne酱 半au 猫冬 14.06


  68. 无差 办公室 人间悲喜剧S5 - sssss007 15.06


  69. 大腿绞杀 - 葱头 14.04


  70. 玫瑰人生 - 酒昧 女体冬 14.06


  71. 连载 Who the hell is Mrs. Rogers - 阿乾 史密斯夫妇 14.05


  72. 连载 我所能拥有的你 - 璐璐ayumi 轻松 甜 PWP 14.05(以上700收)


  73. 准备事项 - 流落天宇 ABO PWP 14.10


  74. 冰雪皇后 - counte 14.05


  75. 无差 翻译 All the First Times/所有第一次 - B_about2rain 14.04


  76. 你不知道 - [作者名有敏感词] 哨向 哨兵盾 向导冬 14.07


  77. 连载 三套车 - bluedrdr 俄罗斯19世纪 ABO 14.10


  78. 翻译 Why Then Oh Why Can't I? - garfieldyard 14.04


  79. 互攻 续点 - 其心不死 14.06


  80. 连载 盾冬夫夫没羞没躁五十天 - annaco121 甜 14.04


  81. 无差 如何唤醒你幸运值负五的失忆发小 - Solrac 网游 15.02


  82. 互攻 阴影以及随之而来的光明 - 黄村长 14.04


  83. 翻译 buckysexual短篇集 - 之由 14.04


  84. I thought I'd never see you/我以为再也见不到你 - ccsflower 甜 14.07


  85. 连载 五次叫他Mr. Stark,一次叫他Sir - cotton 贾尼 stucky为副CP 15.05


  86. 无差 无限的我们 人间悲喜剧S4 - sssss007 15.04


  87. 翻译 The Winter Soldier Becomes a Parent - 一朵英俊的冬瓜 ABO 生子 15.07


  88. 无差 伴郎快跑 人间悲喜剧S2 - sssss007 14.12


  89. 雪地的三个昼夜 - wisely1229 15.06


  90. 无差 他们说所有的相遇都是久别重逢 - 椰子椰子掉下来 时间旅行 14.04


  91. Always finding you - chuild 现代 锤基 虫绿 ABO 15.12


  92. 无差 翻译 5次Bucky和Steve举止亲密而毫无自觉,1次…… - fuyuko0207 14.05


  93. 连载 冬日 - countessd 科学组 半au 冬兵盾 14.07


  94. 正派和反派是如何相互拯救的 - 雨意甘蓝 霜铁 16.07


  95. 无差 接驳 - sssss007 15.09


  96. 无差 翻译 离开死亡之地/Out of the Dead Land - dolce_ga 14.07


  97. 互攻 翻译 还魂 - cindyfxx 14.08


  98. 明日宛若新生 - 夜藤 14.06


  99. 无差 翻译 The Art of Trolling - payaki 14.05


  100. 连载 真实生活 - ccsflower 新闻纪实向 14.11


  101. 连载 Hi, kid - 不二鼬 变小冬 16.02


  102. 互攻 In Debt We Reconcile / IDWR.Part1 - moyuxi 14.05


  103. On Time Delivery 及时送达 - lineastella 现代 14.04


  104. Fuckbuddies 炮友 - 蒸栗子 现代 教练盾 白领冬 14.11


  105. 无差 月球暗面 - 小穆nina 14.06


  106. 无差 翻译 美国诉巴恩斯.617.联邦增刊.第二刊.143(特区法院 2015) - Raghel 15.04


  107. 连载 The Way We Came/来时之路 - mos09191229 PWP 14.06


  108. 无差 嘉里士纪实 人间悲喜剧S3 - sssss007 15.01


  109. H文练习15题 - 司馬真 PWP 14.06


  110. ABO算不算超自然事件 - Solrac SPN混同 SD 15.04


  111. 缔结婚约 - terstok 多CP 锤基 EC ABO 联姻 17.10


  112. 连载 妈个鸡我们小区里都是一些什么人! - Gaol 多CP 贾尼 EC 狼队 锤基 Gamquick 论坛体 15.01


  113. 连载 Superhero of Interest - Solrac POI混同 RF 14.11


  114. 无差 五次Natasha成功地帮助了她的朋友,一次她失败了 - 闻笛 14.04


  115. 互攻 翻译 连载 总统之子 - 糯米鱼丸 白宫 特勤保镖盾 PTSD冬 有续翻 14.05


  116. 连载 将军的情人 - lookdh 军队 海军陆战队总司令盾 中士冬 ABO 16.06


  117. 无差 翻译 Your Favorite Ghost - fuyuko0207 14.05


  118. 旧时光是个美人 - 夜藤 14.04


  119. 谁他妈巴基pwp三部曲 - 晒豆酱 PWP 16.09


  120. 连载 It Takes Two 好事成双 - baicoco 锤基 闺蜜组 15.06


  121. 连载 在冰雪中重逢 - kikilo20 现代 摄影师盾 野人冬 14.08


  122. 连载 强酸 - icylily 监禁 蛇盾 鹿队 PWP 16.10


  123. 无差 翻译 连载 Chyetirye - piscesgirl 多重人格冬 14.06


  124. 一个真正的Alpha - 塔洛 ABO 14.05


  125. 无差 连载 Bucky的战斗总结报告 - hihaho 14.05


  126. 幸好是队长 - 玄长歌 14.07


  127. 无差 翻译 My Brother, The Hero 我哥哥,大英雄 - moyuxi 14.06


  128. 连载 四人牌桌 - sporule 双CP 寡鹰 14.04


  129. 互攻 在哪里见过你 - 强袭自爆 14.05


  130. 连载 成人保健 - 喵型秃 中国 锤基 14.04(以上500收)


  131. 冬日战士相亲记 - 妖精坏不坏 ABO 甜 14.11


  132. 连载 九头蛇血清计划:借种 - bluedrdr ABO 15.11


  133. Because,You Are Here - 司馬真 穿越 巴基与冬兵互穿 14.05


  134. 蜜糖旋律 - 璐璐ayumi 现代 甜 PWP 14.05


  135. 无差 翻译 Team-Building Exercises 系列第2部 - 听雨歌楼 冬中心 治愈向 15.10


  136. 无差 翻译 The Long Road Begins at Home/长路归家 系列第3部 - 青明山 冬中心 16.01


  137. 翻译 乐土已逝 - 拦腰儿 16.05


  138. 办公室恋情必须死 - 紫杀壶 复联众人 甜 15.02


  139. 无差 The Winter Is Among Us 冬兵就在我们中间 - 蜜分 14.05


  140. 无差 翻译 一发完 史蒂夫•罗杰斯百年纪念:庆祝银幕上的美国队长 - sway 14.05


  141. 无差 连载 史密森尼开设的美国队长展各位去看了吗? - Lsis 14.08


  142. 超级婴儿 - 酸了吧唧的 14.08


  143. 一发完 当复仇者大厦的起居室里出现旁白 - Solrac 旁白 16.02


  144. 重坠心海 - 弥酱 14.05


  145. 翻译 If Only You Could See Me - captainnanshen 现代 蛋糕师盾 婚礼策划冬 15.02


  146. 连载 17世纪欧洲皇室艳情史 - 秣阿陵 ABO 偷情梗 15.08


  147. 无差 Vanilla and rain 香草和雨水 - 御川 女体盾 14.07


  148. 翻译 一发完 The Winter Soldier is a Bad Ass Mother - 一朵英俊的冬瓜 ABO 生子 甜 15.01


  149. 连载 职场记事 - 灼莲 ABO 16.01


  150. 连载 活化石夫夫日常二三事 - 斐瑜 甜 14.04


  151. Scorpion/穿越来了一个冬兵妹子 - 焦糖拿铁 女体冬 15.10


  152. 无差 老年才俊 - cotton 14.07


  153. More than that/眼见为虚 - 小幺0049 人鱼 14.06


  154. 连载 Katyusha - 倾天君 女体冬 16.02


  155. 连载 Reverse - fladia 黑盾 蛇盾 14.12


  156. 永远的追求者 - TigerLily 15.04


  157. Mr.&Mr. Rogers 罗杰斯夫夫 - 不言骑 现代 15.10


  158. 无差 本能 - 梓陌游 14.05


  159. 五次Bucky试图隐瞒他们的关系 - 司馬真 半AU 甜 14.05


  160. 1917 - msbluesunflower 重生 转世 15.07


  161. 无差 翻译 Even When I Had Nothing - payaki 14.05


  162. 互攻 Sandstorm - Glock.17 14.11


  163. 无差 翻译 I love you like rlb - mirroreya 14.06


  164. 爱情与信息素 - kalelee ABO 生子 14.08


  165. 翻译 一发完 but hey, you're all right - 雪莉 邮购新娘冬 13.07


  166. 无差 Barnes先生今天也很忙 - 黄村长 甜 14.06


  167. 连载 魔法战士吧唧掉到黑暗森林的二三事 - nhdd_sy 触手/冬 PWP 15.03


  168. Fall For Me Again - Furia 14.04


  169. 连载 漫长的婚约 - zhangbibi1993 现代 女体冬 14.06


  170. 无差 悖论 - zyl889 好莱坞 娱乐圈 14.04


  171. 白玫瑰 - benrentt 16.06


  172. 连载 Silence - 风仁无忌 14.05


  173. 无差 连载 漫威医院的工作记录日志 - 猫翎桀 现代 多CP 贾尼 鹰寡 锤基 虫绿 狼队 EC 15.02


  174. 互攻 连载 美国式离婚 - 我爱的人是汤姆 假结婚 14.05


  175. 无差 A road to the present/回到现在 - holic 14.04


  176. 翻译 Once you've fallen from classical virtue - 雪莉 13.06


  177. 情感与理智 - francischen 14.09(以上400收)


  178. 连载 Yesterday Once More 昨日重现 - honeynoon 灵魂互穿 穿越 17.01


  179. 连载 假如美国队长有了油管账号 - 一宫兴子 16.12


  180. Neverwinter Nights 无冬之夜 - 不言骑 15.07


  181. 互攻 五次助攻失败,一次得分 - 铁口直断路半仙 14.06


  182. 无差 翻译 上行之路 The Way Up - Raghel 甜 14.07


  183. 翻译 Family is what you make it - 雪莉 生子 14.04


  184. 无差 Shadow Burns 暗影燃烧 - moyuxi 15.02


  185. 连载 Another - 哀TINE ABO 生子 NC17 生子 16.05


  186. Heaven Sing - ne酱 现代 吸血鬼与圣骑士 ABO 生子 15.09


  187. 无差 连载 美国队长兵人单兵作战计划 - 碳烤的板栗 变小盾 14.08


  188. Fuck Free or Die Hard - bluedrdr ABO 14.04


  189. 翻译 Hotel Service - 雪莉 现代 13.10


  190. 无差 翻译 难以征服Not Easily Conquered - 卢北 盾佩 15.04


  191. 七十年后的初恋 - sakuya1214 14.05


  192. 天堂向右 - counte 14.08


  193. 无差 翻译 No Heart To Recall - 千岁の风流 14.05


  194. 互攻 先做后爱 - stana181920 GxV盾 GxV冬 14.05


  195. 无差 恶人 - 米饭之死 叉冬 14.05


  196. 无差 翻译 连载 Escape from New York/逃离纽约 - 糯米鱼丸 春药 14.04


  197. Once in a blue moon - 琉璃眼 人鱼 14.07


  198. 搞笑十题 - 菩提无树 锤基 15.09


  199. 连载 真人秀,秀真情 - francischen 多CP 锤基 虫绿 16.07


  200. 翻译 连载 Peter Parker's Home for the Wayward Villain - falsetto 双CP 贱虫 16.06


  201. 牢笼 - 蓝令羽 队3 PWP 15.08


  202. 无差 美队的吧唧观察日记 - 黑留袖 14.04


  203. 无差 舌尖上的吧唧 - 黑留袖 14.04


  204. 找回身体记忆 - 西门雪珊 14.08


  205. 无差 翻译 Memories are made of this - 千岁の风流 14.06


  206. 连载 The Winter Soldier Unchained/被解放的冬日战士 - 马蹄莲大爷 14.05


  207. 吾血之血 - estalydia 叉冬 双结局 16.07


  208. 互攻 Things That We Could Be - moyuxi 14.04


  209. 幻象丛生 - 唇亡齿寒 14.05


  210. Winter Water/冬水 - 竹醉花凋 有互攻 14.04


  211. 无差 朋友好像对我给他介绍的工作不太满意 - 谋决w 论坛体 15.03


  212. 小妞巴恩斯 That Barnes Gal - 蜜分 女装 14.12


  213. 雪国 - melodyviva 中世纪 叉冬 ABO 15.07


  214. 互攻 翻译 Not Another Supersoldier Fantasy/非一般超级士兵性幻想 - moyuxi 14.10


  215. 连载 破碎的次元壁 - 幽聆 演员穿越 15.08


  216. 五次我们队长和前锋都没有意识到 - 澜色歌谣 世界杯 14.07


  217. 无差 翻译 make one dream come true - 雪莉 007 13.06


  218. 翻译 连载 吧唧特工队 - monicael PWP 16.02


  219. Crazy Sugar 疯糖 - 维罗妮卡丽 酸爽向 14.09


  220. Diamond Crevasse - 琉璃眼 网游 14.07


  221. 翻译 Steve G. Rogers指南——你在过去几年错过了什么 - elvina_moqi 14.05


  222. Cross Path - ivy-er 14.04


  223. 连载 Continental - Lantheo ABO 14.11


  224. 好莱坞没有心 - estalydia 好莱坞 娱乐圈 17.03


  225. 关于爱与生活 - 云海牧场 现代 职场精英盾 残疾画家冬 16.08


  226. 逆转 - Solrac 蛇盾 16.03


  227. 翻译 连载 Lesson Learned - 一朵英俊的冬瓜 BDSM D/s 奥夫 五十度灰 14.09


  228. 连载 意外怀孕怎么办? - Dinaria 火蜘蛛 ABO 生子 14.05


  229. 无差 翻译 Upgrade:Advanced Happiness Skills 系列第5部 - 青明山 冬兵中心 治愈向 16.01


  230. 黑雨/Black Rain - 斐瑜 卧底 黑帮 14.05


  231. 无差 连载 星空闪烁 Twinkle Twinkle Little Star - mos09191229 变小盾 变小冬 14.05


  232. Sweet Sacrifice - 摩城魅影 15.08


  233. 无差 消融 - cotton 14.04


  234. 无差 翻译 Ain't No Grave (Can Keep My Body Down) - fallspirit 16.11


  235. 漫威大陆 - 564966410 斗罗大陆 多CP 贾尼 锤基 EC 银鹰 16.01


  236. 无差 翻译 一发完 喂养一只受伤的前杀手 - Raghel 治愈 14.07


  237. 连载 Go Home - 秣阿陵 ABO 生子 虐 15.06


  238. 连载 时机合适的时候 - micenicemice ABO 14.08


  239. 无差 翻译 史蒂夫·罗杰斯的谨慎接触守则 - x_mas 17.03


  240. West of Eden - chuild 锤基 虫绿 15.12


  241. 无差 翻译 You Were Standing There - xyoshiki 甜 14.07


  242. 火焰之心 - 焦糖拿铁 他是龙 16.02


  243. 吧唧变成了女孩子 - nbxt 15.04


  244. 无差 翻译 连载 After the Bombs - x_mas 冬没掉火车 16.11


  245. 无差 翻译 Shyest 第六子 - captainnanshen 养孩子 15.07


  246. 百年好合 - 最萌潮缺爱抖森 PWP 生子 15.02


  247. 连载 Ear, Tail, Bucky Barnes - ccsflower 猫耳 15.03


  248. 连载 Crazy in love - 巫亚亚 吸血鬼 15.02


  249. 连载 Radioactive - FAyE_Kohara 2048背景 14.04


  250. 连载 晚节不保 - 糯米鱼丸 现代 14.07


  251. 互攻 Avengers' Bistro - Glock.17 现代 15.01


  252. 连载 Aspirations/心声 - 喵爷 环太平洋 14.04


  253. 论吧唧铁臂的100种用法 - 莲子叽 14.04(以上300收)


  254. 互攻 Mr.Perfect & Mr.Incomplete - arielzhan 14.08


  255. 连载 斯德哥尔摩情人 - 夏雪密会 14.06


  256. 连载 不要在下雨天捡流浪狗回家 - 绿茶牙膏 现代 同居 多CP 锤基 虫绿 15.07


  257. 连载 致命小镇 - shiqi7 现代 悬疑 黑盾 15.08


  258. Song of Silence - semimi 治愈向 15.06


  259. 无差 翻译 归而欣然/You'd Be So Nice To Come Home To - 裕掳 14.06


  260. 无差 细胞嘶鸣 - sssss007 16.01


  261. anything but you - 红房子 哨向 14.11


  262. 如果Bucky的机械臂是有自主意识的AI…… - 断苕 14.05


  263. 翻译 连载 The Winter Soldier Goes Public - GreySwans94 ABO 养孩子 16.02


  264. 无差 一发完 I've Been Funny, I've Been Cool With The Lines - mihe 队长吃醋 翻译 14.05


  265. Haircut 五次Steve给Bucky剪了头发,一次反过来 - Auther0317 14.11


  266. 连载 Say You Want Me - Bellottie 摇滚乐队 14.05


  267. 无差 翻译 一发完 那些神盾局没有告诉美国队长的事情 - 喵唧 翻译 14.08


  268. 无差 尽人皆知我爱你 - 路时千 14.04


  269. 野生动物 - athrunjae 动物 猫冬 浣熊冬 15.07


  270. Triplet 三人 - 蜜分 队2 14.04


  271. 连载 证人保护 - 日不落 现代 14.05


  272. Too Cold and Too Soft - 残星毁 哨向 哨兵冬 向导盾 14.05


  273. 翻译 连载 Stars in Your Eyes - zzxx00 女体冬 14.12


  274. 连载 Save Me - 该页无法显示 ABO 黑化总裁 14.08


  275. 关于美国队长的20件事 - hedy 13.10


  276. 翻译 连载 lilies with full hands满手百合 - 机智的欢小胖 冬哥治愈的过程 15.08


  277. 连载 病毒 - TigerLily 14.06


  278. 连载 树洞 刚看到从不载人的男神机车后座上居然坐着一个人!心好累 - 上小官 论坛体 14.04


  279. 连载 虹之间 - 张小满 ABO 14.05


  280. 连载 命中注定 - heysun0728 半au 异星俘掳冬 治愈向 15.07


  281. 翻译 Cryogenics - fuyuko0207 双冬兵 14.06


  282. 荒原 - fores_carter 叉冬 14.05


  283. 间之契 - Alice梦游症候群 间之契 帝国军指挥官盾 反抗军杀手冬 ABO 14.10


  284. 连载 Stark大厦入住指南 - 办证不办证 复联全员 14.07


  285. 无差 Time Enough For Love/时间足够你爱 - 闻笛 盗梦空间 14.06


  286. Sleeping with a friend - 風暝 未来 黑盾 14.08


  287. Never Let Me Go - SaigaTama ABO 14.04


  288. 连载 弹入枪膛 - winecandy3 PWP 14.06


  289. 连载 Steve和Bucky以及Bucky的阴影 - hihaho 克隆 幼儿化 养孩子 14.05


  290. 互攻 翻译 Safe From Harm - orchast 奴隶半AU 偏冬盾 13.09


  291. 连载 Let it swap! - 小牧羊人 闺蜜组 洛基和冬灵魂互换 15.11


  292. 互攻 Good morning - paranoiaellen 14.04


  293. 无差 翻译 This Much I Know/至少这些我懂 - B_about2rain 14.09


  294. 无差 连载 Found You - 葱头 14.04


  295. 无差 翻译 连载 记忆 Memory - dolce_ga 14.10


  296. 无差 翻译 Tin Soldiers - echoiris 14.08


  297. 连载 一起决斗事件 - 葱头 全员向 双CP 锤基 14.04


  298. 连载 Dash猛击 - 小景喜欢KATO受 PWP 14.04


  299. 翻译 连载 冲锋年代/Targeting - rsh437 美式足球 16.07


  300. 不想标记我么 - 风仁无忌 ABO 14.08


  301. 翻译 末日与我何干 - 拦腰儿 16.08


  302. 无差 翻译 If You Must Leave - captainnanshen 妈妈们眼中的小盾和吧唧 14.11


  303. Home Sweet Home - 司馬真 ABO 生子 beta冬 14.06


  304. 无差 狼与白头鹰 - mos09191229 伴灵 14.04


  305. 连载 Submission - vein 奥夫 五十度灰 14.12


  306. 互攻 翻译 One Day We Won’t Have to Be Scared - jeremyd 冰棍组的艳照事件 15.01


  307. Find Steve - ccsflower 盗梦空间 15.01


  308. 连载 消除心理阴影 - 西门雪珊 D/s BDSM 15.03


  309. 互攻 The Boundaries Of Justice / IDWR.Part3 - moyuxi 14.08


  310. 翻译 What I Used To Be - fuyuko0207 ABO 后续有翻译 16.06


  311. 互攻 Ghost Comic - Glock.17 15.03


  312. 无差 翻译 A Whisper System - captainnanshen Bucky回到Steve身边慢慢恢复的故事 15.01


  313. 翻译 连载 The Winter Soldier Becomes a Parent - Qwervbnm 14.12


  314. 连载 贵重物品请勿倒置 - lookdh 14.04


  315. If you are the one - 夏木槿辞 被逼相亲的总裁盾 红娘冬 14.12


  316. 无差 翻译 一发完 Bucky Barnes家务指南 - 喵唧 甜 一发完 14.07


  317. Good Boy - fuyuko0207 D/s 14.06


  318. 无差 任务报告与给你的录音留言 - 澜色歌谣 14.05


同人的创作和评价不需要以“爱”之名

蜜分 Honeyscore:

2.26更新补充:收到了一些评论,我在回复后也发现了文章的不足之处,所以将标题由【同人创作不需要以“爱”之名】改成【同人的创作和评价不需要以“爱”之名】。


这篇文章的重点在于,我希望大家都能慎重选择自己评价同人作品的方式。为什么我不赞同以“爱”之名?因为当我对一篇同人下达了“对角色没有爱”的评价,就相当于对这个作者进行了有罪推定——我都说她有罪了,都认定她“对角色没有爱”了,她还能怎么解释呢?她怎么解释都没用了,因为她“对角色没爱”,我剥夺了她为自己辩护的最后一寸余地。


读者之所以会产生作者对角色“有没有爱”的怀疑,拆开来讲无非三点:①作者对角色的理解有误区,刻画有偏差,;②情节生硬,不合理,各种敏感kink;③作者让角色表现得与原作中的性格背道而驰


↑既然是出于这些原因,大可以一一摊出来讲,这些评语都是可以证伪的,它可以被更多其它读者来验证到底公正不公正,也给了作者为自己辩护的权利;但类似“作者对角色完全没爱”的这种评价,不管是作者本人还是其他读者都很难去理性地驳斥,因为我们找不到这个“爱”的标准,它更像是直接站在道德制高点来下达审判,既封杀了作者为自己辩解的权利,也没能讲清楚自己为什么厌恶这篇作品。


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过年吃肉吃多了,又想聊一个老生常谈的问题:什么样的同人情节,算是作者对角色“没有爱”的表现?


按照大部分读者的口味, 


对角色“有爱”的同人文元素有:满满的双箭头;角色可以遭受苦难和暴力折磨,但暴力折磨不能过度,也不包括性暴力;尊重角色,还原角色;HE


对角色“没爱”的同人文元素有:不够双的箭头或者干脆单箭头;性暴力,非自愿性行为;不尊重角色,不还原角色;BE




这些元素为什么会导致“作者对角色‘有爱’or‘没爱’“的评判?


1. 不够双的箭头/单箭头


“你都萌这对了,还写什么单箭头,真不是在拆cp?


一方对另一方有强迫行为,或者一方爱得更深,而另一方相比之下爱得没有那么深,这算什么,爱情难道不应该是建立在双方精神上的平等和彼此尊重的基础上吗?”


2. 性暴力


“如果你真的爱这个角色、尊重这个角色,你就不会写这种让他受到极端侮辱的梗。”


3. BE


“原作还不够虐吗?为了虐而虐的意义何在,对角色不能有一点爱吗?”


4. “不尊重、不还原角色”


“呵呵。”




以上观点很常见,但我不能同意这些说法,原因如下:


①a. 我不认为两个人的爱情一定是建立在彼此精神平等、互相尊重的基础上才能发生,因为现实并非如此。


什么样的感情关系才能被称为爱情?不顾一切的盲目,转瞬即逝的激情,年少时一厢情愿的迷恋,患得患失的彼此伤害,萍水相逢后的天各一方……这些很难称得上是平等的、互相尊重的感情,难道都只是犯蠢而已,而真正的爱情是某种纯粹的、健康的、绝对圣洁的、天平两端在一条水平线上的东西?


爱情可能是任何一种不健全的模样,而它偏偏很少以双方绝对平等、互相尊重的完美面貌出现。它有很多种,有你贱我渣,有死缠烂打,有情深意重,你丑我瞎,人们当然可以评价它们的优缺点,它们可能是海角天涯型“好”爱情,也可能是鸡飞狗跳型的“傻”爱情,甚至是拳脚相向的“坏”爱情,但人们不能简单粗暴地判决两个人之间不存在爱情,不配被称之为爱情。


b. 而更重要的是,同人文中的cp关系类型远远不仅限于爱情。爱情是个太窄的概念了,有时候我甚至觉得连“感情”二次都不够用来概括,亲情友情爱情,它们都太窄了。一对cp的两人关系太过多种多样,它可能是一种张力,一簇火花,一丝若有似乎的牵绊,一道面目模糊的轨迹,它可能沧海桑田也可能没头没尾,它可能把两个人的命运紧紧地、永久地拴在一起,也可能只在两个人的人生中甩出一条水渍,很快就蒸发不见了。




②性暴力也是暴力,它和肉体虐待没有本质区别。既然都是暴力,为什么我们觉得殴打、物理方式损伤肢体、强制洗脑这些暴力方式是相比之下可以接受的,而性暴力就要严重得多?


殴打是一种侮辱吗?洗脑是一种侮辱吗?都是的。我不是想要混淆概念,把性暴力和其它形式的暴力完全等同起来,我想说的是,如果读者认为作者在文中让角色遭受性暴力是一种“没有爱”的表现,而让角色遭受其它类型的暴力就没有那么严重,这个界限是非常站不住脚的。


a. 你可以说,殴打和QJ不能相提并论,QJ所造成的伤害要深得多。如果是一个程度深浅的问题,那要怎么衡量这种伤害程度?如果锯下一条胳膊的伤害程度是10,反复洗脑的伤害程度是50,那QJLJ是多少,2000?5000?怎么得出来的?


它们都是暴力伤害,伤害的深浅差距还没有大到足够被用来判断作者对角色是否“有爱”的程度。


b. 你也可以说,QJLJ梗的问题出在合情合理性上,在现实情况中,一个男性被同性性侵的可能性比被殴打的可能性低太多了。好,既然是合情合理性的问题,又何谈“有爱”和“没爱”?


这是笔力的问题,而不是对角色“有爱”“没爱”的问题。


 


BE这个词本身就有问题。BE=Bad Ending, 而一个故事结尾的好坏是不能简简单单被它是否给了读者一个大团圆来判断的。如果仅从结尾是否圆满,就能判断出作者对角色是否“有爱”,那这种所谓的“爱“未免太廉价了。






但这都只是表面原因。上面的第4条,“不尊重和不还原角色”这一项,我发现自己没办法辩驳。为什么?


因为同人创作中的“有爱”和“没有爱”根本就是个伪命题,作者和画手并不是出于对角色“爱”而进行同人创作的。


是的,每个人都有自己喜爱的角色,甚至会对角色发展出超乎寻常的感情,比如把自我的一部分投射到角色身上,或者把角色视作一种精神寄托,或者觉得角色全世界最漂亮、最可爱、最正义、最强大,这都没什么不正常的。


但同人创作是另一回事。不管有些人把同人作品看得多低贱,我都坚持视它为一种创作形式,而创作本身就是一种以获得反馈、实现自我满足为终极目标的人类活动,在同人创作中,原作中的角色是用来进行创作的材料,是手段;同人创作的动机可能出于一种欲望,也可能是出于一种兴趣,或者出于才华,出于消遣,出于自娱自乐,甚至出于逃避现实或者锻炼能力,它偏偏就不是出自“爱”。




为什么大家总喜欢拿“爱”这个概念来说事?




1. 因为人总觉得“爱”是公的、无私的,而“欲望”和“自我满足”以及一切其它动机都是私的、为人不齿的;但对同人创作的评价标准不应该建立在“有没有爱”这个虚无缥缈的伪命题上,它只不过是 [创作水平] 和 [个人口味] 的问题。


我凭什么确定一篇同人文的精彩是出自于写手对角色的“爱”,而不是出自她的好文笔,也不是出自于我的口味偏好?


我凭什么确定一张同人图的优秀是出自于画手对角色的“爱”,而不是出自她的好画工,也不是出自我的口味偏好?


(而那些常常被挂出来鞭尸的、众口一致的雷文,首当其冲的罪状就是“OOC”,然后就是“不尊重角色”“看不到对角色的爱”“恶意满满”……说真的,既然大家都说雷,就不是个人口味偏好的问题了,这些OOC、这些所谓的“对角色没爱“,真的都只是作者文笔太差的结果,除此之外,没别的了。)


所以,所谓的“不尊重、不还原角色”,是基于读者个体感受的东西,是一种张口就来的评判标准,是包含在[个人口味]里的问题。如果这篇文不符合我对角色的理解,我当然可以说它“不尊重、不还原角色”,而这个语境下的“角色”,只是我心目中的角色而已。




2. 因为对角色“有爱”这个概念是如此掷地有声,所以大家可以拿它来捍卫自己的口味,攻击他人的口味,为自己的个人喜好提供了天然、不可证伪的正义性。


当我讨厌一篇对家的文时,“因为作者对角色没有爱”比“因为作者逆了我CP,xxx怎么可能是攻,开玩笑“听起来要理直气壮、公平正义得多;


当我讨厌一篇自家的文时,“因为作者对角色没有爱”比“因为我讨厌这种梗,看到这种梗就来气”听起来要理直气壮、公平正义得多……




我并非认为人们不应该对那些自己不喜欢的作品发表任何评论,不,读者当然有这个自由——我只是非常不赞同对角色“有没有爱”的这种评判标准,它真的太虚伪、太自视甚高、太站不住脚了。如果我不喜欢一篇文,我大可以说它哪里不让我喜欢:逆我CP、拆我CP、情节太混乱、人物对话好幼稚、一点都不戳萌点、这个梗我好雷、这个画风好雷、这个故事我好雷、没有理由我就是不喜欢……


不管这个评价再怎么主观、再怎么唯心,都比一句貌似正义的“作者对角色没有爱”要光明磊落的多。




 







【官糧】那些站盾冬的漫威作者

Evenstar:

之前提到幾位漫威的(前)作者站盾冬,舉例幾個。




去年10月初,Mark Millar(內戰漫畫的作者)忽然發了一篇推特:




一張盾冬的照片加上"全國男友日"的標籤。


沒想到過了十天,他又在推特發了一張steve和sharon的吻戲畫面:




照片做了以下註解:"在一部有蜘蛛俠和蟻人的電影裡,隊長親雪倫的那幾秒卻是內戰裡最沒說服力的一幕 #TeamStucky"


讓冬兵復活的親爹Ed Brubaker也幫這則推特按了讚。




Ed Brubaker本人也在10/10推特提到盾冬:





Ed Brubaker之前就多次表達非常高興見到盾冬同人文越來越強大:



這些作者雖然都不在漫威了,但在十月上旬突然密集發這些推特,不得不讓人聯想是否圈內有甚麼消息傳出。猜測是有作者希望寫盾冬感情線,但還是被高層擋下了。




還有David Hayter, 多次幫美國隊長卡通配音,也曾任X戰警、X2、Watchmen等電影編劇。


在16年5月25日推特#給美隊男友風口當下,有人問他:你幫美隊配音時他是同性戀嗎?



過了一個禮拜,他又自行發了一篇推特補充:





上一篇也已經提到美國隊長、黑寡婦作者Mark Waid在去年11月提過"冬兵暗戀過Steve Rogers"




顯然的,讓美隊和冬兵出櫃的故事線,事實上在漫威內部一直都存在,對這些作者而言也不是甚麼新的構想。




最後,我們用Christopher Markus和Stephen McFeely(美國隊長電影系列+復仇者聯盟3&4編劇)這段替【美國隊長:白】寫的經典名言做個結尾,這段文字寫得太美,百看不厭,官方爸爸說話果然就是不同凡響:





當然,這是一個高潮迭起的冒險旅程,而沒有愛情故事的冒險旅程是不完整的。是的,【美國隊長:白】有一個愛情故事—漫威史上最長、最飽受折磨的愛情,事實上,我們是在說Steve和Bucky,很認真不開玩笑的。這段感情或許是柏拉圖,但從俏皮的相遇到悲劇的分離,這段感情有所有經典愛情的元素。這兩個男人深愛彼此—如同其他面臨孤單、戰爭、慘無人道和死亡的朋友。他們的關係跨越了半個二十世紀。Steve到了現代仍無法擺脫失去這段感情的創傷,看到冬兵飽受折磨、變成殺人機器讓他心碎。像Jeph和Tim早期創作的【夜魔俠:黃】、【蜘蛛俠:藍】和【綠巨人:灰】都是敘述英雄的主要戀人,【美國隊長:白】也是一樣。Steve&Bucky是彼此的靈魂伴侶,這世上沒有其他人比他們更了解彼此經歷過甚麼。這本作品清楚地呈現了這段感情的堅強和脆弱,就像紅骷髏對Bucky說的:"你在隊長心裡….佔了一個特別的位置,我今晚打算在這個位置送上一顆子彈。"士兵為他們的國家戰鬥,為自己戰鬥,為彼此戰鬥,而他們有時也為此犧牲性命。活下來的人抱憾終身,Steve Rogers也不例外。


Of course, this is still a rollicking adventure tale, and no adventure is complete without a love story. And, yes, these books have one—the longest, most tortured one in Marvel history, in fact, we're talking about Steve and Bucky, without smirking or innuendo or raised eyebrows. Platonic though the relationship maybe, from the meet cute to the tragic separation, their bond has all elements for a classic romance. These two men love each other—as any pair of friends who faced exclusion, combat, inhumanity and death would. Their bond stretches across half of the twentieth century. The loss of it gnaws at Steve throughout modern day, and it slice his heart in half when the Winter Soldier rears his tormented, homicidal head. Just as Jeph and Tim's earlier all dealt with the major love interests in the hero's lives, so too does Captain America: White. Steve and Bucky are each other's soulmate, if you will, because no one on Earth understands what either of them has been throughas well as the other does. These books deal deftly with the strengths and weaknesses that relationship engenders. As the Red Skull himself says to Bucky, "The Captain has a ...'soft spot' for you. A spot I intend to put a bullet into this veryevening." Soldiers fight for their country. They fight for themselves. They fight for each other. And sometimes they die for these things too. The ones who don't carry the memory of the ones who did for the rest of their days. Steve Rogers is no different.